a HAPPY NEW YEAR to myself.

countdown? at home all alone..my dar said he will call me but abit bit late, so juz open my window n look outside telling myself happy new year, 2011!! my mum don let me out, no choice..so..alone lo, kekex.!

but....use to it le...no feeling d. So wish everyone a good start for 2011 n myself too.

*i miss him every min start from 11pm til now, my heartbeat goes damn fast..*

To a person that really really important to me (Zhu Zaii)

Piggie, i'm going TAIWAN tomorrow n i open yr present d, i was really really touch n if you'r infront of me i will hugg you as tight as i really could. B4 i open i was vry worry abt you when i'm not here, n now i get more worry abt you since i start to read yr letter. You better take k abt yourself ar.

1. DON eat soo much fried or spice things in a day.
2. DRINK at least 3 bottle a day. (no matter isit a hot day anot)
   
3. DON go out wif fren til midnite only go back n sleep. (juz do it if you can)
   
4. DON face too long hours on yr laptop.
5. try to sleep EARLY every night.
6. DON kap luii when i'm not here. *important*
   
7. DON be unhappy or emo abt how yr family treat you.
8. think more POSITIVE abt everything.
9. when you'r unhappy or angry you can send me a e-mail, i will reply you when i'm on9.
10. DON skip any meal per day.
11. DON feel alone when i'm not here, bcoz you got my bear bside you :]
    
12. DON always drive so fast when you r in a rush or no mood.
13. when i'm in TAIWAN, send me a dariy of your day using e-mail-ing me.
14. anything happen to you IMMEDIATELY, tell me. (you can use any way)
15. the 15th 1 is i promise you that i will say I LOVE YOU in a day, i will try to tell you everyday, n you ned to wait for me :]

rmb, what the RING said, i really mean it.

I.L.Y.N.I.M.Y.

few weeks b4..

Wau..damn long nvr post ardy. dono wat time post leh. today bak from work den upload few pic to facebook *my curly hair* xD got free den go c bah :]

This few days i think alot of things b4 i slp..if i think of zhu zaii starts to hav lots of negative things. Makes me think lot. I know sometimes i ned to trust him, but his action makes me feel tat actually i'm juz a not really tat diffren then the others. I almost cry every night but lucky not. juz drop few tears b4 slp, it was damn pain until no feeling d. i admit tat i'm a girl tat likes to cry, but i'm not tat girl tat can cry soo easy. unless they were a person tat were diffren than the others. N i know tat wat kinda gf he wants. But i juz try my best d + i know tat leng zaii wif leng luii couple sure vry good de, but i'm really sorry abt tis, i know i'm not the leng luii n i don wan to be to leng luii, bcoz if i hav a supper leng zaii bf i will be worrying everynite, would he find another girl or wat? i juz want a bf tat would make my life diffren wif him. I know tat i'm working now, i don hav time to company him, but i'm ardy tried my best d, i also wanted a fren tat can company you when i'm working, but.. deep in my heart felt i'm nth. my time was always fully book, 1 day he will argue wif me abt tis, n we can do nth abt tis. But i alrealy know tat day will b cuming only dono when isit. At last, i can only say tat, i love him deeper n deeper, a person went into my heart is really hard but once you'r in you can hurt me as easy as you juz open a pipe.