few weeks b4..

Wau..damn long nvr post ardy. dono wat time post leh. today bak from work den upload few pic to facebook *my curly hair* xD got free den go c bah :]

This few days i think alot of things b4 i slp..if i think of zhu zaii starts to hav lots of negative things. Makes me think lot. I know sometimes i ned to trust him, but his action makes me feel tat actually i'm juz a not really tat diffren then the others. I almost cry every night but lucky not. juz drop few tears b4 slp, it was damn pain until no feeling d. i admit tat i'm a girl tat likes to cry, but i'm not tat girl tat can cry soo easy. unless they were a person tat were diffren than the others. N i know tat wat kinda gf he wants. But i juz try my best d + i know tat leng zaii wif leng luii couple sure vry good de, but i'm really sorry abt tis, i know i'm not the leng luii n i don wan to be to leng luii, bcoz if i hav a supper leng zaii bf i will be worrying everynite, would he find another girl or wat? i juz want a bf tat would make my life diffren wif him. I know tat i'm working now, i don hav time to company him, but i'm ardy tried my best d, i also wanted a fren tat can company you when i'm working, but.. deep in my heart felt i'm nth. my time was always fully book, 1 day he will argue wif me abt tis, n we can do nth abt tis. But i alrealy know tat day will b cuming only dono when isit. At last, i can only say tat, i love him deeper n deeper, a person went into my heart is really hard but once you'r in you can hurt me as easy as you juz open a pipe.