Hehex, paiseh ya, now only come back. Aw...exams is coming DD: STUDY STUDY STUDY. memang x like study de lo. My baddest subject was add math n modern math, you say isit 'DIE mou'? i found some1 to teach me, but i x da time to wait for him to on9, i rather think by myself, but the thing is I used 2 days to think how to solve a question, you say isit betul 'sei'? Haiz...i also dono this term i can pass anot. Last time i don scare my math got problem jek, but now memang worry. :[[
The date of today is 9th of May, make me think of HIM :DD
I think he won c my blog ardy, n i don wish that he would c too, then i would dare to post my feeling here, for next time i c i will c back how stupid m I today n now xDD
Today I saw back the video that i made http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150138576562810 n yea, i do CRY. But is not as hurt as the 1st time ardy. If he's still wif me, i won be cry now. If he's still wif me, i won be suffering in studys now. If he's still wif me, now he will be in phone wif me. I know my if it won happen, but it will reminds me of 'IS TIME TO LET GO'. think back he do changed alot, his style, the way i know him from the 1st day, I still like the style that i know him the 1st day, although is not really leng zaii, but in a way that it shows that he is nice to mix wif. :DD
Yea, I agree that every couple will change after couple, is the same wif after married. But the main thing is you 2 still love each other rite? n slowly you will start to accept it. For a normal couple cant couple after 3 months, i think im 1 of them. :DD
After I break for this time, I can c actually im not different at all. Im same like the others. A secrete i kept quite long time ardy, i dono did i post the scene, I dono which day, i went home by walking from his house without telling him, yea, that day, I wanted to say break ardy, But too sad the thing is when i reached home sitting on my bed then I feel the feeling when ham leave me that kinda pain, if a person tells 'the other 1' to break up is not as hurt as 'the other 1' so that day i changed my mind last min, n decided to wait for him to say to me, i know he was 'the other 1' b4, so i was to selfish to be the 'the other 1'. n now I did it. :DD
That day although outside was raining I still choose to walk home, n I said to myself if he doesn't run out for me at that moment I really just walk home alone, the result was he just stay at home, n take his bath. So i just cant stand, n just a few tears while im in the rain, it was really painful, + I wanted to break after that, the reason is, I had changed, not my mine or my heart is my style n I felt he is no longer mine.
He always dislike when he wanted to fetch me home but i don let him, i always say 'if the time comes i only tell you'. The reason is I WANNA APPRECIATE EVERYTIME WHEN YOU ONLY FETCH ME. N EVERYTIME, n everytime i choose to sit behind is because everytime b4 we reached to my house I will use my 2nd finger (pointing) to gentlely write behide your sit that I LOVE YOU ♥ (but if I don wanna write or I sit infornt cannot write behind you I will just give you a goodbye kiss :D)
This is what I started to do when I realize I don really appreciate everytime when you fetch me.
*take a deep breath* Time had help me slowly blur up your look when I looked at you for the last time ardy, maybe I had slowly get use to my SINGLE LIFE ♥
I cut my boy hair alot of ppl kept saying abt his bad words, said that he likes me when im in long hair, cut jo so x like ardy, I tot i will just let them say as they like, but funny, I would kept project your name, said 'no, he is not like this, you don understand him'. But i just kept this feeling as a fren's feelings, just like your fren's name kena said my other abt bad, but you as a fren of 'fren' should stand out to say something right? Hehex, maybe this is my style? :DD But now I clear that I had let go ardy. [aherm, btw, it doen't mean I will couple again] Those love story not ngam ardy ardy. Sorry :DD
Wow, 1 month ardy nvr reload xDD don feel like reloading, cause I reload ardy also not free to sms de. So so sorry to my friends that kept sms me without replying :DD
Feel like changing phone ardy, but still not enough money to buy :[[ i think this year end only enough money bah :[[
Last thurs, I just get a news abt ham, his bro just pass aways from a accident, Haiz, 2 years ago I will got contact wif his bro, he's quite a nice guy (better than ham). Hope he will enjoy in "heaven". He passed away too sudden ardy, reminds me, Appreciate what you really have right now, cause we won know wat will happen on the next sec.
Today so bad luck, kena catch by pengawas said I colour hair again. Haiz, all there also boys kena, im the only girl kena memang fish, but all the guys there I know so they help me curi curi block the pengawas n let me go back to class, haha, it really happen, I was damn bad la. My hair will kena catch when the sun rises, so when perhimpuan I always don like the sun n my hair will turn colour, sure kena de lo. DD:
Okey, this comes the end of my bloggie, I hope anything happen to me, I will still kept a BIG SMILE on my face ♥ :DD
The date of today is 9th of May, make me think of HIM :DD
I think he won c my blog ardy, n i don wish that he would c too, then i would dare to post my feeling here, for next time i c i will c back how stupid m I today n now xDD
Today I saw back the video that i made http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150138576562810 n yea, i do CRY. But is not as hurt as the 1st time ardy. If he's still wif me, i won be cry now. If he's still wif me, i won be suffering in studys now. If he's still wif me, now he will be in phone wif me. I know my if it won happen, but it will reminds me of 'IS TIME TO LET GO'. think back he do changed alot, his style, the way i know him from the 1st day, I still like the style that i know him the 1st day, although is not really leng zaii, but in a way that it shows that he is nice to mix wif. :DD
Yea, I agree that every couple will change after couple, is the same wif after married. But the main thing is you 2 still love each other rite? n slowly you will start to accept it. For a normal couple cant couple after 3 months, i think im 1 of them. :DD
After I break for this time, I can c actually im not different at all. Im same like the others. A secrete i kept quite long time ardy, i dono did i post the scene, I dono which day, i went home by walking from his house without telling him, yea, that day, I wanted to say break ardy, But too sad the thing is when i reached home sitting on my bed then I feel the feeling when ham leave me that kinda pain, if a person tells 'the other 1' to break up is not as hurt as 'the other 1' so that day i changed my mind last min, n decided to wait for him to say to me, i know he was 'the other 1' b4, so i was to selfish to be the 'the other 1'. n now I did it. :DD
That day although outside was raining I still choose to walk home, n I said to myself if he doesn't run out for me at that moment I really just walk home alone, the result was he just stay at home, n take his bath. So i just cant stand, n just a few tears while im in the rain, it was really painful, + I wanted to break after that, the reason is, I had changed, not my mine or my heart is my style n I felt he is no longer mine.
He always dislike when he wanted to fetch me home but i don let him, i always say 'if the time comes i only tell you'. The reason is I WANNA APPRECIATE EVERYTIME WHEN YOU ONLY FETCH ME. N EVERYTIME, n everytime i choose to sit behind is because everytime b4 we reached to my house I will use my 2nd finger (pointing) to gentlely write behide your sit that I LOVE YOU ♥ (but if I don wanna write or I sit infornt cannot write behind you I will just give you a goodbye kiss :D)
This is what I started to do when I realize I don really appreciate everytime when you fetch me.
*take a deep breath* Time had help me slowly blur up your look when I looked at you for the last time ardy, maybe I had slowly get use to my SINGLE LIFE ♥
I cut my boy hair alot of ppl kept saying abt his bad words, said that he likes me when im in long hair, cut jo so x like ardy, I tot i will just let them say as they like, but funny, I would kept project your name, said 'no, he is not like this, you don understand him'. But i just kept this feeling as a fren's feelings, just like your fren's name kena said my other abt bad, but you as a fren of 'fren' should stand out to say something right? Hehex, maybe this is my style? :DD But now I clear that I had let go ardy. [aherm, btw, it doen't mean I will couple again] Those love story not ngam ardy ardy. Sorry :DD
Wow, 1 month ardy nvr reload xDD don feel like reloading, cause I reload ardy also not free to sms de. So so sorry to my friends that kept sms me without replying :DD
Feel like changing phone ardy, but still not enough money to buy :[[ i think this year end only enough money bah :[[
Last thurs, I just get a news abt ham, his bro just pass aways from a accident, Haiz, 2 years ago I will got contact wif his bro, he's quite a nice guy (better than ham). Hope he will enjoy in "heaven". He passed away too sudden ardy, reminds me, Appreciate what you really have right now, cause we won know wat will happen on the next sec.
Today so bad luck, kena catch by pengawas said I colour hair again. Haiz, all there also boys kena, im the only girl kena memang fish, but all the guys there I know so they help me curi curi block the pengawas n let me go back to class, haha, it really happen, I was damn bad la. My hair will kena catch when the sun rises, so when perhimpuan I always don like the sun n my hair will turn colour, sure kena de lo. DD:
Okey, this comes the end of my bloggie, I hope anything happen to me, I will still kept a BIG SMILE on my face ♥ :DD
Don worry friends,
I will be just alright.
If you really wanna do something for me,
Just be there when I need you guys :DD
*I let go everything ardy*
:DD
I will be just alright.
If you really wanna do something for me,
Just be there when I need you guys :DD
*I let go everything ardy*
:DD
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