:DD

Hey, sorry, for so long nvr post anything ardy. Today i just open back my blog. This few days happened too many things ardy. n the main thing 3 things that take time to solve it.

1st thing: i think every1 had know i broke up, yea, so i admit i cried quietly n i think i had let go ardy. Ok, things over ardy, 4get abt it. [my broke up date: 31th of Mac 2011] i will re-edit my blog when im free. :DD

2nd thing: my bball thing. Jersey..team mate..LOL. too many ardy, so now i almost use up my 80% of time for training n kept gettting hurt, last last week was leg kena 'shui pao' cant walk, last week was ankle problem although i know i cannot run or jump but i continue (ok, i know wat im doing), this week was my knee, i fall down n my knee blue black ardy n bleed. So..conclusion is......My legs are gonna be cacat ardy xD [maybe im too 'bok maing' ardy, coz im using bball time to reduce my time where im alone.]

3rd thing: is my studies. haiz...this 1 memang nth to say. Do 1 presentation ardy take me 1 days x sleep well. + other sub coming ardy. But i will still put 100% effort on it.

LOL. so now i'm totally lack of rest n sleeping time. But no worries babee, i will be just alright, im ying qiu wo, i can overcome it de. just need time only, n i know im lack of time now :DD

ok, next time i come back i will re-edit my blog ya. Ok, the end.

saw zhu zaii's blog.♥

i just wanna post a simple bloggie. i had change from the day i know zhu zaii.
I'm ardy not that
(1) crazy
(2) funny
(3) sweet
(4) caring
(5) loving
(6) good
(7) who always kept positive

Yea, i do, i really had changed. Just now i just see his blog *http://hao-aka-zz.blogspot.com/* n c all the old post. We were very sweet...everyday got different thing / surprise, we enjoy 'zhat'-ing each other, enjoy 'webcam'-ing, enjoy the way we treat each other. But slowly things change, no wonder alot of couple cannot stand for 3 months. But xiiao zhu n zhu zaii did, we can continue for more than 4 months ardy. Slowly we don really appreciate what we really say to each other, we don be as sweet as last time, we get bored in our conversation, we don really need each other. Isit a vry big different? can we continue? can we overcome it? isit normal?

I really wanna thank you the 'god' who plan this for me. I know zhu zaii when it was my 15th bday (9th sept 2010) , although i don get much present, but a 'god' had give me a BIGGGG present, that is............. a guy named ZHI HAO that makes my life different, who change my life from thinking back the 'BAD' things that happen. This is what i always say to myself. Rmb 'dai gau shui' ? the cherry thing? Hehe. [if you don understand can c back my old old post]

Our every first time:
(1)   the day that we hav dinner together (pizza hut)
(2)   the day we go from jogging together & the time that i felt you r different (dpc & in car)
(3)   the day that we had cam together
(4)   that day we go crazy (dpc)
(5)   that day you helped me in my studies (mcd)
(6)   that day you came to my hse when i said i miss you (outside of my hse 12 midnite)
(7)   that day you teaches me how to take bus from bsd to 1u (bus stop)
(8)   that day you pick me home from work (ou)
(9)   that day your 1st time fetch me from your new car (car LATIO)
(10) that day you purposely go up to genting although you cant (genting)
(11) that day you 'gao bai' wif me in freeze (genting)
(12) that day you 1st time cook for me (fetching me back from work)
(13) that day i call you at 3am n i was late (your bday)
(14) that day you sacrifice that 1 week together wif jia wen (bec of me)
(15) that day i told you that i miss you until i cant slp (5th oct 2010)
(16) that day we 1st time saying hamsap things (in phone)
(17) that day we talked in phone in 4 hrs 10 min the longest phone call (8th oct 2010)
(18) that month almost every night don let me go to slp want me to talk wif you until we feel vry vry tired (oct 2010)
(19) that day you 1st time cried for me (11th oct)
(20) that day you 1st time fetch me to tuition n the 1st kiss n my cheek (12th oct)
(21) that day we took train from kepong sentral to times square (WINDOW SHOPPING)
(22) that day we 1st time watch movie together (17th oct 2010)
(23) that day we had your 1st kiss when you fetch me back from work (31th oct)
(24) the time i felt myself was your bf n you're my gf (almost everytime)
(25) the 1st bigggg surprise i give you n i put it in your car (after fetching me from work 11th nov)
(26) that day my sick day you give me a warm feeling (in your hse)
(27) that day you gave me a valentine gift (valentine day)
(28) that day you played piano for me a song name KISS THE RAIN (in your room)
(29) that day once we meet each other i will take your phone to set a reminder or note or appointment or a alarm to tell you that i miss you. (almost everytime i c dou *last time*)
(30) i gave you a surprise in your phone (hide it at your battery)
(31) gave you a goodbye kiss when ever you fetch me (in car)
(32) that day we go walk walk n dance in front of me until the sky bcum dark (dcp)
(33) that day saw your mum n dad while we're eating n ask them to join us (dcp)
(34) sing song to me *quite loud, alot ppl look at us* (in train)
(35) that day b4 i go off to taiwan i post a blog to tell you wat you need to look at yourself (18th dec)
(36) that 3 month we celebrate our anniversary together (9th dec, jan, feb)
(37) that day we 1st time hug each other but got 2 thing so ngam 1 was the uncle looking at us while we were hugging n 2 was so ngam it was a love song came out from the radio
(38) that day you pui me go play bball (saga court)
(39) that day i test you c you really appreciate the other things when you're together wif me. how many times we came out together? 8times *that time*  (in skype)
(40) the day i cooked for you (in my hse)
(41) the day you came to my hse to hav lunch n my parents r in home (cny)

haha, too much too much liao.. but if without him, my story will me all in sadness only. *take a deep breath* He's the 1 i love, before, now n after. Today...i just drop few tears bcoz of him. but slowly it recover that pain n my heart ardy. Yea, i know, i'm a stupid girl. i know at least a stupid girl still got a person wants. Wow, this blog i has type for 3 hours ardy, broke record ardy. Alot of his memories in my mind flows like showing in a cinema, we hav laugh together, cry together, crazy together, paiseh together, n love each other.

My life will get bored,

without him♥
He's the different 1 ♥

Do i love him?
Yes, i do, i really do♥

♥

tada!! back to my bloggie :DD

today also lazy to type just post few pica la.

Today i went to mid valley.

n brought ticket from GSC.

n the movie was..

this is my tickets...

it was really nice :DD

n 1 more. b4 i go off my hse to mid valley, i toke a pica of myself :]

THE END..

My short boy hair

Okeys, in today's bloggie nth much. just post an pica of my short boy hair la. it was really short. LOL.

a very painful day..

today i went to cut my hair..it was tomboy's style.. but at 1st i tot it suits me. but now nope. it was really short n it cuts until my curl came out. Now..i wan kinda regret of to be so playful. from i just same out from the saloon i don really dare to watch myself from the mirror. Last time i'm also like that b4, it was 4 years ago.... i don dare to really look myself from the mirror, bcoz i scare wat i c is not wat i think. and i tot i had overcome this problem..but...nope.it came to me again.. last time no matter how isit at least i still hav alittle bit more confident but now? totally gone.......i had lost my confident....is just like i had lost everything. but at least i still hav a fren, i name him dai lou..yea..in tuition i just act that i'm vry confident but he look through me n tell me i looks fine. looks ok wat, won be that bad la, slowly you will get use to it..dono y i really wanna tell him thank you :]

wow...just a hair cut or a hair style my life totally changed. i told him ardy. i tot he will giv me some confident coz now.....i really needs him. i don dare to tell him, bcoz now once i look at the mirror i felt that he won likes it, n something some starts to happen, n in my outlook now..it doesn't even match wif him...dono y..i will hav this thinking everytime when i look myself in front of the mirror.and he nvr just kept telling me not to cry n don think so much. yea..i had tried too..but the point is... i know that you also cares abt my outlook. last time my hair damages n ardy lost some confident of being in front of you. but now? worse..i know that i miss you alot n i needs you, but i don dare to let you look at me. my heart now really feel sour n pain..really really pain.. if i'm single in this outlook no body wants me nvm..but now...no...i don feel like losing another thing from my daily life. but i don wan him to felt pity abt me so outside say can accept but deep in the heart nope. if he just pity me only continue wif me then i rather not to continue. haiz..... YING QIU HAS LOST HER CONFIDENT ARDY. n she cant find it......she vry 'cha' lo, just know how to cry.. she knows that nobody will help her ardy but she just wanna act like a kid cry on the floor waiting for mummy to help..YING QIU vry 'cha' leh!!

i misss him now..i really wan him to appear in front of me..i really needs him now...but...bcoz of my confident..i don hav anything ardy.

'CONFIDENT' whr r you?

i get lost in myself ardy.

no1 will helps me,

n i'm so stupid,

crying over there..

now...

i really needs a ...

great warm hugg..

but..

i know i won get it.

no matter how isit,

i just know that..

I.L.H.

-Kiss the rain & River Flows in you-

*listening at it*

26th FEB 2011♥

Today it is a diffren day again..ok start from early morning, i slept until 9+, i was really really tired..don feel like leaving my bedddd,

just lying there until i felt enough..
Then after that i woke up n help my mum to setter she brought from market, while doing half way suddenly siuen n alicia called me n ask me to go to school to play bball so i just ask my mum to fetch me there lur..

(the story after that vry sien, + lazy to type + ntg really happen)

-SKIPPED-

After tuition reach home, my dar, asked me to go to his hse. Since long time never c dou him liao, so i just go without telling him i'm walking to his hse, bcuz i wan to give him this bigggg supprize!! :DD

So i reached his hse n ask him to call me. I ask him *in phone* 'do you wan me to come to your hse?'
he said 'er......er......yes' then i say 'then OK i'm outside of your hse ardy' then he said 'har??!!! y you walk to my hse? you know i don like you to walk to my hse de la,i don wan to open the gate for you, you want to come i can fetch you ma' i replyed 'i just wanted to give you a supprize ma, ok lur, now i walk back home then you fetch me from my hse again lur' then he say 'ok ok la, i open la, bye' i said 'bye' He open liao then i just go in lur, when i just go in i was quite paiseh coz i his parents was sleep at the living hall, so i also dono wan to call 'aunty,uncle' anot, end up i never call them n just go upstairs (my dar. told me to). When upstairs to his room n just chatting around of his 'HISTORY'S'  n his results in upsr,pmr, n spm.After that he asked me to go to his brother room coz it was more cooling, so i just listen wat he said n just go lur. After that? dono how to type out ardy. wanna know? come ask me bah. :DD

Aw....i'm totally a

i'm really vry shy..aiyo...x tau y..@.@

Okeys..SKIPPED..

 toke a pica in his room...AND

before i go of, i toke a pica of us from his mirror..ILY♥

I LOVE HIM...
I ALWAYS DO♥

25th Feb♥ (added)

Today in class doing the same thing as last few days. The thing was we 'tou tou' call to....

to win...

's

ticket. Bec siuen ardy hav two but she needs two more, so she choose to win on my fm. we used 5 phone to kept calling my fm. but they kept show 'NETWORK BUSY' or 'USER BUSY'. then it can go through we were so happy but end up was not 1 answering (bec the competition was not started yet-.-) n sometimes even worse. answer ardy never talk but the competition also start. haiz..got so many phone liao also cannot win. haiz....

Today moody mood again.. Actually wanted to c him after school but plan changed so....haiz..1 week ardy, never see him.
So i just stay at home on9 lur. haiz..i think i 3 weeks cannot c him le..coz my exams is coming ardy.. Yesterday the table came out ardy.

the subject which in PINK is the subject i take.  (ps, miss out 1 more, BAHASA CINA)
alot lot thing waiting me to go for revision.

Today in school got pjk period so 4 of my frens played VOLLEYBALL,n i played too. My hands hurt bcoz i was stupid that wear bangles n watch. made my hand red n kena pain after playing.

 AND...

 aw...at was really pain..but now..not really ardy.
Take a pica for my bear bei :]] (siting on my tuition books)

Just now i was quite bored..so i take a few pica...hav a look at it...

I gave him the other part of the couple key chain. This's mine.....

Wif a Q on it.

N i took some of my pica..perasan rite? LOL. -.-'

This two pic was wed's pica, taken by 1 of my fren. i'm in the blue shirt & yellow pants n beside me was ALICIA.

 The white shirt was yhong shen, he's the 1 who wants to 'kao' my fren alicia. +u :DD

OKEYS. ALMOST FINISH.......

Abt this pic...my dar. put my plane quite a few times this few days. He promises me that he will on webcam tonight..but just now on phone he said that he's going out wif frens again, so....ok.. c he still rmb anot..mm..i think he's gonna put my plane again...
*added part*
He never put my plane this time. :DD
Sorry bei that make you worry abt me.
♥ YOU!

(this is my webcam,kekex)

-THE END-

From,
♥Qiu

PIANO♥ [added abit more]

Do you like a guys that plays piano? coz i do so. ♥ i felt guys playing piano was really 斯文 n i will really felt touch that if he plays for meeee ♥

Yesterday i was abit bit angry abt him, coz before he sleeps he promised me that he will sleep early. but i get dou his msg at 1am+ to say that he reached home. so i saw quite disappointed bcoz he promised me but end up he just broke the promise so easily, then in a negative side, it means that i was totally annoying that he just say he will for the sick of make me stop asking him to sleep early. Yesterday i never sms him until he sms me abt 8pm+ bah,he sms me. Although i miss him but i dint sms him, i scare that i'm too annoying for him, until he's free/sms me, i only reply lo. So abt 9pm+ (forgot ardy)i was quite tired ardy, so i never tell him that i wanna sleep n just tell him that if he reached home send me a msg. that moment, i stop n think for awhile i dono i should ask him to sleep early again anot, but end up, i did not do so, n i just fall a sleep without telling him. Abt 2am+ i suddenly wake up (dono y), i'm totally in blur then looked at my phone n c dou his msg that said he reached home (send me at 10pm+) then i replyed him (replyed him at 2am+) 'sleep ardy?'. At 1st i really tot he sleep ardy, i think that 'wa...so good boy? sleep so early?'. i wanted to sleep back, but suddenly my phone ring n automatically i just answer. IT WAS MY DAR. so i just tell him i dono y i just woke up half way. n i tell him honestly that i was abit bit angry, n i tell him i really dono should i get angry wif you anot. then he explained that y he always sleep late. he said that 'i always sleep late only got reason de' i think in my mind that *yea, the reason is to play your game ma* then he said that his mom ned to use the pc, so no choice that he need to wait for his mum to use finish or go to sleep 1st. so his mum finished using at 1am, after that he only can use. he said that he use to learn piano online, he also ngam ngam wan to sleep liao. He wants to learn bcoz last few days i tell him that guys play piano vry leng zaii (not the face, is the style), i just ask him to play it for me, my intention is just that if you willing to learn it for me then i will be vry happy, if you don't wan i don mind de. but he really take it serious. After he explained, i really felt vry touch, n cried. While crying i tell him 'i don wan you to play le..i just wan him to sleep early. I don wan you to play le'  If he's right beside me i sure hugggg him as tight as i could, n i really felt vry bad..coz he sleep late bcoz of me, n end up kena scold by me, the worse was i had angry abt him too. My this bigggggg darling ar...vry ben dan de lo, but i love him ♥

只要有致豪，

盈秋天天都会觉得。。。

幸福♥

我很爱他♥

19th Feb 2011♥

wow, so fast we hav couple for 100 days ♥. aw...think back wat i had did for him was like stupid n funny, but it WROTH~ IT REALLY WROTH DOING EVERYTHING FOR HIM.~ n almost 80% of them is my 1st time doing that for a person that i like mostly. just few days ago..i put my present right at his letter box without telling him when i put it. I dono y this idea suddenly pop out n i just do it without thinking anything. i think it also sense that i just wanna love him without any rule, conditions, or even a sec think should i love him. I just know i'm in love wif him.

my this ben dan baobei leh....nowadays i'm more worry abt him ardy. coz almost everynite going out n late night only drove back home. sometime i was really worry until how tired m i, i try to wait until he goes back home or try to put the phone beside me while i'm sleeping,(i know the radioactive is not really good) coz i scare anything happen to him, n he wanted to contact me, he cant get through so i just put it beside me in case anything happen i still know. no ned to judge me ardy, i know i'm that stupid, but i just cant think of another way. (n i was totally agree wif wat ah beii said, he said that 'any decision i made always is the wrong 1') so everytime i wanted to tell you that 'so is bec your suittable to be right beside me ma, to guide me' ♥

My perasan pica :DD

 cny that time take de :]]

 SmilE + Emo = LOL.

 my short tougie :]]

messy hair!! XD

I will not regret from loving you from the 1st day we couple.
I will always be the 1 who helps you when you r sad,

moody,

weak,

n even when you needs me,

i will always be there for you.

Cause,

I ♥ U.

back here!! happy valentine day to all ♥♥

haha. dono wat to talk abt leh. just upload pic to c la :DD

 my 1st valentine rose :DD

 my dar. gave me this. in the bottle r around 60-80 tablets n in the tablet has a paper in there. all those paper my dar wrote it all..

 this is mine present for him. a couple cupppie :DD

 my RED ROSE. ♥

I ♥ IT.

this is my 1st time celebrate valentine day wif ah zhu zaii zaii de.
i will always rmb how goodie you treat me.
i want to really let you know is....

I ♥ U

my 2nd sick day

Well today this blog is gonna abit bit diffren, abit more pica :]

But is also feeling you wat had happen.n how i feel.

Today early morning i felt more worse than yesterday wanted to rest home but end up i still go to school. so after school i went to my dar.'s hse to study + to c him. coz i never c him for quite a long time, damn miss him so i went to his hse n he knows i was sick so he fetch me to his hse from my hse. so when i go in to his hse, i saw his mother sleeping there n been awake by us felt damn paiseh n just call aunty only then go in to the kitchen to study ardy. before we start my dar. wanted to touch my 4 head but i don let coz i know i got abit fever n i don want him to be too worry. but end up, he still touch my 4 head n said 'na, like this is say don hav fever?'

Then he went to the refrigerator to take this

and this too..

we argue abt this for alittle while bcoz i don wan to take the vit C n stick the pad, but end up i still be a good girl listen wat my dar said. Then he paste a pad look like this..

and i look like this... coz it was really cold.

After that I just continue my studies. but while i'm studying i felt my throat was pain n i wanted to press it like this... 

and i hav FLU too.

make me felt frustrated while doing my hmwk like this...

and felt sleepy while doing my hmwk..

and i do my hmwk until half way my dar. find something that can kept YUKI the idea was like this.............

try to put him in,c whether he can go in anot

eh? he really can fit in wo, n that was mine bagg :]

then wat abt my dar's bag? haha. also can wo xD

after that my dar. fetch me home around 6pm and i wanted to take a Strepsils coz my throat really don feel well, but too sad. Finish ardy. @.@

ya almost 4got 1 more, before he fetch me back, he gave me a bigg bigg warm hugg.. keke.

okeys, this the end of today's bloggie. bye bye:]

back to my bloggie :]

wa..long time nvr post ardy, coz this few days quite busy in my studies. i look more nerd now + look vry pressure this few days. on last sat n sun i went to my popo hse, for sat i went before my dinner n sun i went there to make 'que ga pei' it was really fun. LOL. no mood to type my bloggie nia. aiyo, just post pica only la :]

 Liyan n I [16th Jan]

Meditationing [16th Jan]

 Two NERD [16th Jan]

 [16th Jan]

 [16th Jan]

 AT bubs [16th Jan]

 [16th Jan]

 QUE GA PET

 my dar. on webcam [16th Jan]

 my sui zaii point a oOo to me [16th Jan]

 doing hwmk at popo hse [16th Jan]

 doing que ga pet at popo hse[16th Jan]

 in a wedding dinner [15th Jan]

 [15th Jan]

 wif my cousin sister [15th Jan]

side view [15th Jan]

NERD [16th Jan]