my off day.

walau, last few days i was working from morning until late nite, so not really hav time to bloggie, but today was my off day, so i just wanted to blog 1 post :]

-MY WORK-
i work here for 128hrs ardy, i feel really happy for my work coz juz face all those kids wif cutie face. n the workers there was really friendly too, n when we were working we kept laughing, bcoz sure got sum1 make us laugh. most of the time is ah gan, he is a indian but he can talk chinese n cantonese, bcoz he is a mix, his father is a indian + mother is a chinese = child is a mix xD
i really get fun in tat work, although i work there until late nite vry tired, but i really enjoy. :]
Hahax! havnot said yet were i work. i work at 1u[new wing], a shop name GET CRAFTY, is teaching kids how to make art n craft. When got go 1u rmb cum find me ar! alot ppl visit me b4, like, dai lou de "gang", alvin de "gang", zhu zaii's biao mei [shi ming] n most often cum n find me de ZHU ZAII! xD

-ZHU ZAII-
hahax! if you ask me to think abt him i can juz only laugh, dono y?! now our relationship really complicated, also dono we r couple jor leh, or havnot de. Alot ppl also ask, but i juz answer them 'dono, tat y my fb put complicated lo.' but not for zhu zaii, he straight a way said 'yes, she is my lou po.' coz i feel tat he havnot really ask yet but we were like couple ardy so..@.@ blur jor.
But nvm la, for now he treat me vry goodie ardy xD he cook porridge for me leh, n put in the thermos giv me aft my work means for my DINNER! xD it was really touch dou, n i ate all!! wkaka! really nice + i was really hungry. 1st time i eat dou so nice n sweet de porridge. but i think so tis kinda porridge outside cannot find ardy, only he can make dou. but for now i ate b4 he cook the noodle [Maggi] + the sweet porridge, the porridge really put lot of 'liao' xD
Although we were sweet now, but we feel dou we lack of 1 kinda feel leh. until now i also dono wat feel. maybe time will show me wats the feel i lack of bah. n got 1 time i really felt tat i treat him vry bad, maybe bcoz ham treat me like tis b4 makes me don believe boys ardy, i really felt sorry n kept blaming myself how i treat you. it was really pain when getting hurt, tat y chance i hardly giv you. But now i'm trying to believe you n slowly giv you chance vry often ardy wa. kekex^^

-HAM-
if now you ask me to look bak, dono y 1st i think abt how he hurt me badly. i really dono y. yea, i know tat we were sweet b4, but if now you ask me to look bak, i will feel hurt n pain in there deeply. i want to let go tat pain, so i just go on n don look bak ardy.abt his skype p.m. b4 the present 1 he wrote 'zhi dao ni xin li you wo, yi qie yi jing bu zhong yao le' n for now he wrote 'cheng jin you yi zhen zhi de ai qingwo mei you zhen xi, zhi dao xiao shi le wo cai ao hui, ru guo gei wo yi chi yi hui,wo bu hui rang ta liu zou,ru guo yao zai zhe ge ai qing fang shang yi ge qi xian, wo xi wang shi yi wan nian, ru guo yao fang shang yi ju hua, wo hui shuo wo ai ni' i see jor dono y don feel like laughing ardy, like vry serious ardy. i know tat he knows tat he was wrong but chance i hav given ardy i given many many times ardy, but he juz like watching a movie, play finish den like dono ardy juz watch its go only. i sick of tired tat he treat me like tis, ardy 1 year he treat me like tis. but i still don leave his heart until now. I'm tired only me kept struggle in there. Dono y only zhu zaii is the 1 can pull me out from there. n he was really diffren from ham. Totally diffren. Ham really hurt me vry badly b4, is juz like he take a sword n poke through my heart, it was really damn pain + he pull it out hardly made it more pain, bleeding n swollen ardy. Chance is juz like i'm giving he the medicine but he just push it away n sumtimes even touch my swollen part, makes me feel hurt n pain. But now i'm recovering bcoz maybe i'm tired to giv him again, so i gave him the medicine n he willing to help me. i tired to giv two person b4, but tat two person made me kept bak my medicine, 4got y ardy. Now zhu zaii help me until almost recover ardy. really thank to him alot lot. he did all those is like he should de, but is not, is he willing to do, i really felt touch abt tat, n i really fell tat being love tat 'xing fu' de feelings again.

-FAMILY-
Nowadays i'm working so less time wif family n zhu zaii, but i still try my best to pull out time to company him n no matter i work until how late how tired, i also will sacrifice my sleeping time or my resting time to company him, dono y xD n i work bcoz i felt tat wat i want den just take money from my parents, like tis makes me felt shame tat y i work + 50% of my selary i'm not gonna touch it bcoz is for my family de. tat another 50% is only for me, tat y i work so hard ma xD

Okeys, dono wat to type or say sum more le leh, think dou or feel like saying only say la. :]