a HAPPY NEW YEAR to myself.

countdown? at home all alone..my dar said he will call me but abit bit late, so juz open my window n look outside telling myself happy new year, 2011!! my mum don let me out, no choice..so..alone lo, kekex.!

but....use to it le...no feeling d. So wish everyone a good start for 2011 n myself too.

*i miss him every min start from 11pm til now, my heartbeat goes damn fast..*

To a person that really really important to me (Zhu Zaii)

Piggie, i'm going TAIWAN tomorrow n i open yr present d, i was really really touch n if you'r infront of me i will hugg you as tight as i really could. B4 i open i was vry worry abt you when i'm not here, n now i get more worry abt you since i start to read yr letter. You better take k abt yourself ar.

1. DON eat soo much fried or spice things in a day.
2. DRINK at least 3 bottle a day. (no matter isit a hot day anot)
   
3. DON go out wif fren til midnite only go back n sleep. (juz do it if you can)
   
4. DON face too long hours on yr laptop.
5. try to sleep EARLY every night.
6. DON kap luii when i'm not here. *important*
   
7. DON be unhappy or emo abt how yr family treat you.
8. think more POSITIVE abt everything.
9. when you'r unhappy or angry you can send me a e-mail, i will reply you when i'm on9.
10. DON skip any meal per day.
11. DON feel alone when i'm not here, bcoz you got my bear bside you :]
    
12. DON always drive so fast when you r in a rush or no mood.
13. when i'm in TAIWAN, send me a dariy of your day using e-mail-ing me.
14. anything happen to you IMMEDIATELY, tell me. (you can use any way)
15. the 15th 1 is i promise you that i will say I LOVE YOU in a day, i will try to tell you everyday, n you ned to wait for me :]

rmb, what the RING said, i really mean it.

I.L.Y.N.I.M.Y.

few weeks b4..

Wau..damn long nvr post ardy. dono wat time post leh. today bak from work den upload few pic to facebook *my curly hair* xD got free den go c bah :]

This few days i think alot of things b4 i slp..if i think of zhu zaii starts to hav lots of negative things. Makes me think lot. I know sometimes i ned to trust him, but his action makes me feel tat actually i'm juz a not really tat diffren then the others. I almost cry every night but lucky not. juz drop few tears b4 slp, it was damn pain until no feeling d. i admit tat i'm a girl tat likes to cry, but i'm not tat girl tat can cry soo easy. unless they were a person tat were diffren than the others. N i know tat wat kinda gf he wants. But i juz try my best d + i know tat leng zaii wif leng luii couple sure vry good de, but i'm really sorry abt tis, i know i'm not the leng luii n i don wan to be to leng luii, bcoz if i hav a supper leng zaii bf i will be worrying everynite, would he find another girl or wat? i juz want a bf tat would make my life diffren wif him. I know tat i'm working now, i don hav time to company him, but i'm ardy tried my best d, i also wanted a fren tat can company you when i'm working, but.. deep in my heart felt i'm nth. my time was always fully book, 1 day he will argue wif me abt tis, n we can do nth abt tis. But i alrealy know tat day will b cuming only dono when isit. At last, i can only say tat, i love him deeper n deeper, a person went into my heart is really hard but once you'r in you can hurt me as easy as you juz open a pipe.

Went outing wif zhu zaii

17th Nov 2010 zhu zaii n i went outing together at DPC from abt 6pm+ (alomost 7pm) to around 9:45pm we went there to eat dinner together n walk walk lo :]
While we were eating we saw ke wen n her 2 fren n her bf n zhun hua n yu chuan at DPC too. zhu zaii n we were sweet too ya :]
but we also got abit 7 xin, coz tat zhu zaii kept dancing n playing around xD

the standing up (left) is me n the sitting down (right) is zhu zaii lo :]
My hand kena cut kept bleeding n tat plaster was zhu zaii's 1 XD *the ring n all the bangles zhu zaii also got xD
Dono when take ardy, my perasan pic xD *the watch from the pic at right hand zhu zaii also got. We got alot lot couple things leh xD

dono y feel like posting a bloggie.

now feel smiling outside pain inside. Zhu zaii n i starts to have some problem, n all those problem is bcoz of me. I admit tat all those problem is bcoz of me, i'm sorry. maybe i'm the 1 he likes la, but until now i dono wat he likes from me. everythings tat i hav done he also don really likes, so i still left which 1 tat he likes? sometimes really funny la, ok, i know tat sometimes i'm crazy, den he likes me when i'm crazy, but i'm not crazy all the time wo. so how? i feel tat sumtimes he likes all those girl vry shu nv type de, but i don really think tat he will likes it, coz bcoz tis kinda girl, he will feels tat i'm not zhu dong enough, or he will feels tat everything i think i don dare to say out, or he will feels tat wif me vry boring coz i'm too girl type ardy, or he will feels tat i don really likes him after all, i can be tat shu nv type, but will he likes it? who knows? maybe i will start to try being shu nv again, den c wats he said bah, i also dono wat he really likes from me. Sometimes i think vry negative something tat when he say out his problem abt me i will feel tat when we were just friends we will hav fun together, but when we couple problems start to come out, don hav tat FUN anymore, y not just be friends? juz tou tou an lian each other lo. But i'm too selfish ardy, coz i don wan to let others got chance n i wan him to be mine so i don wan him to leave me, n he leave me maybe i will suffer again? haiz, all tis also bcoz wat i wan, i don dare to ask him do he still wan to couple if is like tis, coz i really scare to hear tat he regret couple wif me, i don wan him to leave me, tis is my big big problem! DON DARE TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH! When everytimes he tells me tat he loves me, i really hope tat is really from his heart n not juz say for MUST, coz every single word of a guy tat i love saying 'I LOVE YOU' it really changes me or it really touch me. Tis is my big weakness nia @.@
But i really hope tat we won be like start being cold each other, coz i know end up is juz 1 ending call BREAK UP.

ok, after the refresh better ardy, stop crying ardy :]
you know when do zhu zaii n i pak toh ma? 9th nov 10:02pm at genting leh, 9 is my lucky number, n our time is like 9,10,11 - 9 for 9th, 10 for 10pm n 11 for Nov. Very...funny ho? kekex, maybe is god set up jor bah. xD
being juz a normal girl is also hard sumtimes, so i wan to be diffren than the others, especially in his heart. sumtimes i know tat my emotion really too over jor, but i dare to show out infront of a guy tat i love really daring jor, coz i know myself, i don dare to show my bad mood or unhappy mood to sum1 i love, but not for zhu zaii leh, i dare to show infront of him n i let him tam me when i'm not happy leh, tis 1 really let me know tat showing a expression to a guy i love is just tat easy n i no ned to hide anymore, coz last time i sad i always gao tim myself de, don wan my bf to tam me until i happy de, but too sad is, my emotion makes zhu zaii feel sad wo, so should i use back my way leh? hahax! my big big problem AGAIN.. xD
ok la, maybe tell him bah, but don show infront of him lo,kekex, like tat he won be sad lo :]
But nowadays i don get his heart n he don get my heart ardy, dono y leh xD
*i also dono wat my heart really wan also*
juz now i said tat 'refresh' means tat i go eat sumthings xD n 1st time when i think of zhu zaii i feel pain n sour in my heart same as i felt for ham, i don wan tat to happen again leh, i juz wan tat when i think of him, i feel like laughing or i giv myself a smile. Maybe i tat time still vry NEGATIVE bah xD
No matter wat happen to us, i still also love zhu zaii the only 1, kekex ^^

:]

went bak early today. so free to post a bloggie :]

-9th nov-
tat day i went to genting wif sieng n qian, but zhu nvr go coz he got class. so we went by vry early abt 10am++ reach there. den we meet sieng's bf-ah lun n his frens, den we juz walk around 2gether 1st lo. aiyo, lazy type abt wat i play there, say abt zhu zaii bah xD
at around 6pm zhu zaii suddenly called me, n ask me whr m i, n he said tat he was really sad tat he could not come to genting n said he was in 1u wif frens. but suddenly he appear infront of at 'da ji chang' i was like stun ardy, n ask, y r you here? n in tat moment my mind was all in blank n touch too. coz he wei le me come up to genting. den we hav dinner together n wif sieng too, coz sieng wif her bf chao jia jor, so she don wan go up hotel xin, so she hav dinner wif us lo :]
after the dinner zhu zaii n i bring her bak to ah lun's room lo, den we 2 go walk walk lo :]
we walk alot of places at last we went outside n chat. outside was damn cold but dono y i won really feel cold when i'm wif zhu zaii. we chat n laugh n i 1st time c a 'diffren' kinda boy, he dance infront of me n jump n talk alot in 1 breath, wa...really geng ar he. we sit outside there from 9:30pm to abt 11pm n when 10:02pm he gao bai wif me, he asked 'qiu, ni ke yi zuo wo nv peng you ma?' i said 'na wo wen ni, ni ke yi zuo wo nan peng you ma?' den he gently kiss me at my lips n said 'wo yuan yi, na ni ne? ni yuan yi zuo wo nv peng you ma?' den i also gently kiss him at his lips n said 'wo yuan yi' den i suddenly said 'ok, now c wat time, 10:02pm..ok, zai 10:02pm wo zhen shi zuo ni nv peng you, 9th nov 10:02pm wo men zhen shi zai yi qi le' den we smile to each other n start to chat abt other things. he said alot alot of his UNHAPPY things n he jump around n i looked at him n i was really cold n i nvr tell him, bec i know tat when i person was unhappy is good to be in a cold places. den abt 11pm tat time i asked him 'r you cold? i'm vry cold ardy' den he said 'i'm also vry cold, ok, let go in' we two like soh po n soh lou quickly walk inside n i was really cold until i was shivering ardy n i told him n he tried to make me feel warm by kept holding my hand, put hot air in my hand n giv me his scarf. i know tat he was also vry cold n i kept said tat i don wan, you take la. but end up he still giv me n i kept hold at my hand, we two quickly walk to my hotel room. when i walk into my room no 1 in there, juz we two. n tat time i'm still abit cold so zhu zaii asked me to sit down n he asked me to touch his neck bec his neck was really warm, but i know tat he was really cold ardy if i still take his warmness he sure beh tahan de, so i try to take of my hand but he don let my hands go, so i juz follow wat he said lo. after few min den i felt not tat cold ardy, so we play in the room for awhile, juz we two only but i tot tat if a girl n a boy in a room together they will be doing things tat they won do outside. but zhu zaii n i nvr wo, we two juz playing like kids, den suddenly sieng came in to our room n saw us playing xD
but tat time she was in a bad mood so we two tried to make her happy lo. den qian came in too, then we juz chat around lo. abt 11:30pm zhu zaii needs to go off ardy, his fren want to go jor, but dono when my chest starts to feel cold n like pain like too cold ardy, but i juz tahan n company zhu zaii to his fren there, so i juz tahan until he went bak lo, he looked like bu she de, he kept said he wan to overnite wif me, i also wanted him to company me but i know tat he was really tired ardy + he got clas on the next day so i don let n asked him to go bak, after he went bak i hold sieng's arm n said 'sieng, my chest vry pain, i vry cold, pui me to buy sumthing hot' den sieng juz quickly pui me to buy a hot milo n kept asked me 'y you don tell him? r you still ok?' den i said'i don wan tell him bec i know tat he will worry n don wan go bak de, so i don wan tell him' but in the room tat time sieng go n tell him ardy, n i juz kept said 'i'm ok don worry.' but slowly ok jor...
dono wat to say ardy.....SKIPPP..

-11th nov-
zhu zaii fetch me home ma, i buy alot things from genting abt 6 stuff lo. n i buy 1 POLO watch for him, n i went to jusco to make the blade den after tat i was thinking tat i should giv him a suprize, so i asked him 'whr is yr car? giv me yr car keys' den he point at his car den i said 'ok now you stand here, don see ar, of not i don choi you de ar' i quickly walk to his car n put all those present at his sit, tis is my 1st time giving a present to a guy like tis, after tat i start his car n i sit in his car den miss call him den he slowly walk to his car n c all those present n he kept laughing n said 'thank you lao po' den i juz smile at him n said 'no ned thanks la' den he gently kiss me at my lips n we touch nose to nose :]
after tat he da bao me dinner n fetch me home lo :]

zhu zaii, really thank you all the stuff you did for me, i'm really touch, sumtimes i don tell out or show out if i'm been touch bec i dono how to tell you i'm touch xD
but really thank you :]
B.B.W.Y.Z.H.A.N.D.W.M.

my off day.

walau, last few days i was working from morning until late nite, so not really hav time to bloggie, but today was my off day, so i just wanted to blog 1 post :]

-MY WORK-
i work here for 128hrs ardy, i feel really happy for my work coz juz face all those kids wif cutie face. n the workers there was really friendly too, n when we were working we kept laughing, bcoz sure got sum1 make us laugh. most of the time is ah gan, he is a indian but he can talk chinese n cantonese, bcoz he is a mix, his father is a indian + mother is a chinese = child is a mix xD
i really get fun in tat work, although i work there until late nite vry tired, but i really enjoy. :]
Hahax! havnot said yet were i work. i work at 1u[new wing], a shop name GET CRAFTY, is teaching kids how to make art n craft. When got go 1u rmb cum find me ar! alot ppl visit me b4, like, dai lou de "gang", alvin de "gang", zhu zaii's biao mei [shi ming] n most often cum n find me de ZHU ZAII! xD

-ZHU ZAII-
hahax! if you ask me to think abt him i can juz only laugh, dono y?! now our relationship really complicated, also dono we r couple jor leh, or havnot de. Alot ppl also ask, but i juz answer them 'dono, tat y my fb put complicated lo.' but not for zhu zaii, he straight a way said 'yes, she is my lou po.' coz i feel tat he havnot really ask yet but we were like couple ardy so..@.@ blur jor.
But nvm la, for now he treat me vry goodie ardy xD he cook porridge for me leh, n put in the thermos giv me aft my work means for my DINNER! xD it was really touch dou, n i ate all!! wkaka! really nice + i was really hungry. 1st time i eat dou so nice n sweet de porridge. but i think so tis kinda porridge outside cannot find ardy, only he can make dou. but for now i ate b4 he cook the noodle [Maggi] + the sweet porridge, the porridge really put lot of 'liao' xD
Although we were sweet now, but we feel dou we lack of 1 kinda feel leh. until now i also dono wat feel. maybe time will show me wats the feel i lack of bah. n got 1 time i really felt tat i treat him vry bad, maybe bcoz ham treat me like tis b4 makes me don believe boys ardy, i really felt sorry n kept blaming myself how i treat you. it was really pain when getting hurt, tat y chance i hardly giv you. But now i'm trying to believe you n slowly giv you chance vry often ardy wa. kekex^^

-HAM-
if now you ask me to look bak, dono y 1st i think abt how he hurt me badly. i really dono y. yea, i know tat we were sweet b4, but if now you ask me to look bak, i will feel hurt n pain in there deeply. i want to let go tat pain, so i just go on n don look bak ardy.abt his skype p.m. b4 the present 1 he wrote 'zhi dao ni xin li you wo, yi qie yi jing bu zhong yao le' n for now he wrote 'cheng jin you yi zhen zhi de ai qingwo mei you zhen xi, zhi dao xiao shi le wo cai ao hui, ru guo gei wo yi chi yi hui,wo bu hui rang ta liu zou,ru guo yao zai zhe ge ai qing fang shang yi ge qi xian, wo xi wang shi yi wan nian, ru guo yao fang shang yi ju hua, wo hui shuo wo ai ni' i see jor dono y don feel like laughing ardy, like vry serious ardy. i know tat he knows tat he was wrong but chance i hav given ardy i given many many times ardy, but he juz like watching a movie, play finish den like dono ardy juz watch its go only. i sick of tired tat he treat me like tis, ardy 1 year he treat me like tis. but i still don leave his heart until now. I'm tired only me kept struggle in there. Dono y only zhu zaii is the 1 can pull me out from there. n he was really diffren from ham. Totally diffren. Ham really hurt me vry badly b4, is juz like he take a sword n poke through my heart, it was really damn pain + he pull it out hardly made it more pain, bleeding n swollen ardy. Chance is juz like i'm giving he the medicine but he just push it away n sumtimes even touch my swollen part, makes me feel hurt n pain. But now i'm recovering bcoz maybe i'm tired to giv him again, so i gave him the medicine n he willing to help me. i tired to giv two person b4, but tat two person made me kept bak my medicine, 4got y ardy. Now zhu zaii help me until almost recover ardy. really thank to him alot lot. he did all those is like he should de, but is not, is he willing to do, i really felt touch abt tat, n i really fell tat being love tat 'xing fu' de feelings again.

-FAMILY-
Nowadays i'm working so less time wif family n zhu zaii, but i still try my best to pull out time to company him n no matter i work until how late how tired, i also will sacrifice my sleeping time or my resting time to company him, dono y xD n i work bcoz i felt tat wat i want den just take money from my parents, like tis makes me felt shame tat y i work + 50% of my selary i'm not gonna touch it bcoz is for my family de. tat another 50% is only for me, tat y i work so hard ma xD

Okeys, dono wat to type or say sum more le leh, think dou or feel like saying only say la. :]

tuesday again @@

2day zhu zaii fetch me bak take de xD
today we went to our 'old place' :]
n we were vry SWEET ^3^

Okeys, the story was like tis, i work at 11am my dad fetch me like usual lo, den i finish early means 6pm, so i was thinking tat i can take tis chance to see zhu zaii, so i ask me c whether he can or want to fetch me mou lo. den he accepct jor, so he fetch me bak home lo. abt 5:30pm i saw him pass by my working place, n he was early so he juz waited me outside the shop lo. After i cum out, i saw him siting there,his back was facing me n he was talking in phone so wanted to giv him a kiss at his cheek after the phone, but once he off his phone he c dou me jor, so i juz act tak tahu n said tat i wan go toilet lo, bec tat time i ardy wan to toilet ardy. When i cum out, i saw him still back facing me, so i try again to kiss him at his cheek. hahax! success jor xD! den we juz walk until to his car lo, den in car tat time he ask me wan go our OLD place mou, den i was thinking tat still got time ma go awhile lo. den we reached there, we saw a couple in sweet n it was leng luii n leng zaii o. After tat we cum down from the car den juz walk around in sweet sweet lo :]
While walking we also kept playing like soh po n soh lou xD n we kept zhat each other. It was really fun, den abt 7:30pm we when bak to his car bcoz i'm having dinner at home so i ned to go bak to hav my dinner. But b4 he drove his car, sieng's bf called n asked abt the genting things. Then tat zhu zaii, go n make those sounds like we r 'MAKING',so his bf ask 'you all 'MAKE' finish jor mei? den i said, 'weih, low zhi hao! diam diam!' den he continue wo, so i juz kept hit him n laugh lo, coz his sound really make ppl 'wu hui' xD den her bf beh tahan kap phone ardy + i don really feel like settle those things so also ned thank piggy de :]
but too sad, sieng called after that den tat zhu zaii ar, kacau again n tou ting wat sieng n i said, he was really funny xD
den sieng asked me to settle the problem lo, so i juz only can 'sallow' the problem by myself lo. i was really pressure ardy, work + my hse work + my mummy work + zhu zaii competition + tis GENTING problem + sieng n her bf problem. i was really pressure, but zhu zaii c dou jor, n kept tam me happy lo, but dono y he did it jor wo xD in car from bad mood > HAPPY MOOD :]
after tat he only started his car to drive me bak home. On the way bak he also kept 'tam-ing' me. xD When almost reach my hse, i asked him to stop 1 side, bcoz i feel tat i'm really tired to 'sallow' problems by myself, so i juz wanted a bigg nice n warm huggie. so i juz hug him in the car n my head was in his chest n i can feel tat his heart beat was really fast, after tat long huggie, i look at his n giv him a kiss at his lips, then [kekex^^,paiseh..] but lucky his ham sap hand nvr cum out la, if not i sure stop de xD
after tat only he continue drive me home, dono y when i go back i feel tat all my pressure gone ardy, like given to him ardy. n 1st time i feel dou 'an quan gan' from a guy. Last time in every huggie i don really feel, tis time i really feel dou from his hug, feel vry warm, been protect,get to trust him n most importantly is in tat hug i feel dou tat no matter wat happen got you LOW ZHI HAO i will be fine :]
Funny 1st time @.@

tues

today clifford fetch me to work at 9:30am fetch there abt 9:50am den i slowly walk up to the shop. Reach ardy juz put my bag in the drawer n put my 2 phone n my left n right pocket. after that juz start work lo. today i cut all those things until my skin the got 1 part red like all those blood clot in there abit pain + today i do all those things really test yr skills man really hard kept let the mrs. lee said no leng no leng but i juz kept trying to do my best. the whole day i only love my GLUE-ING part, coz i really did it nice xD den while i cutting the ice-cream stick tat mrs lee asked me to, she suddenly king gai wif me so i juz chat lo. She asked 'you pak toh ardy anot? say honesty' den i was like 'er..er..yea, but like not really' den she said 'wa, leng zaii mou? got tell yr parents?' den i said 'leng zaii?? still ok la, i will tell my parents soon.' den she said 'good anot? how he looks like? know how to drive? got wear spec?' den i said 'he treated me better den my ex, he nvr wear spec, next time i show you how he looks like la' den she said 'i don like guys wears spec, bec young tat time i think tat when KISS tat time vry ma fan + den kena 'qiang jie' if he don hav his spec, how he protect me?' den i juz kept laughing bec i nvr think abt tis b4. Den i told her abt my ex n she said 'lucky you nvr let him 'tap'[means like eat jor]' den i juz said 'haiz, last time not matured enough' den she said 'if my daughter tell me tat if she got bf how ar?' den i said 'aiyo, this kinda things will de, but don b too early.' den she said 'now you also wat *laugh* i form4 only pak toh leh' den i said 'wa, you also early wa' den when customer comes we stop den juz do bak our job(: den my mum fetch me home abt 6:15pm reach abt 6:30pm den juz sit infornt of the laptop type my BLOGGIE n FACEBOOOOKING! den i saw jia wen's profile in fb, den only i know she pak toh ardy, i was really happy n i hope she can find a guy tat really likes n loves her (:
[dono today he got sneeze mou?]

MONDAY!

work until 6:15pm den go walk wif zhu zaii 1u actually wanted to go c movie but dono wat show to c so nvr go c jor juz walk n eat dinner together.. den we were quite sweet walking around. when we were having dinner we were like kept taking each other phone n press. den after our dinner a gul wif short hair kept looking at piggie n tat piggie kept said tat she looked at him n said he likes her hairstyle. den i was abit chi cu den i juz say den her face leng mou? den he said not leng wo, dono him o. den we wanted the bill so i wanted to call the short gul again den end up he call another 1. den he was like 'YES!' den a lady saw, den he said ' tat lady looked at me leh' den i was really chi cu wanted to take my bag n go off, but i did not do so, i juz act tat i'm joking. but he dono, nvm la, chi cu sure got de is only c how much cu you eat only@.@

SUNDAY(:

tat showing 'PEACE V' is me(:
[everyone gotta wear skirt@.@, n tat skirt is my teacher Linnet lend me]

new pic [mayb i will not put at fb]

Qiu 4 [looks abit blur coz juz woke up]
Qiu 3
Qiu 2
Qiu 1
[1st day of work take 1]

pain..

Haiz, juz now awhile i was sleeping i feel really unconformable bcoz my right arm really pain, my 2 hand thumb nail there abit blue black so if i use my nails it hurts, my shoulder is like very tiring, my legs r kinda tired, my head don really feel well, suddenly hav flu in the morning n my stomach don really feel well too, mayb bcoz my meals i eat in a wrong time + i kept tahan the hungriness, so after i eat the chicken rice 10:30pm i feel like wan to vomit n the food like stuck up there@.@

Tired, so juz woke up at 12am on9 for awhile den ltr go 1u wif my dad to 'pak toh' xD actually is going to c show together, is like sat n sun is my family day(: but if my family nvr plan anythings den only i go out wif frens:]

i feel sumthings really different, tat i tot tat all guys when they r busy or wif frens go outig they were 4got abt their gf or their love 1, but zhu zaii won de wo, few times ardy, no matter whr is he or wat he is doing he also will think dou me den sms me de leh, so when he was wif his frens i don sms him de, unless he sms me, coz i scare i kacau dou him or makes him feel i very ma fan or makes him feel ned to also care abt me while he was bz. zhu zaii was like totally different than the others :]

[ltr continue]

wa!! @.@

walau, 2day is my 2nd day of work damn tired, start work from 10am-9:30pm actually is until 8:30pm de but bcoz of the credit card problem so i 9:30pm only can go off. yesterday was my 1st day of working sieng, bhan, dai lou, qian n ah kok come n me at my shop lur. Den we chat while in my shop den only they start to find work to do. then i continue my work lo, den after tat dai lou sms me wan eat lunch together mou, den i tat time was busy so i juz nvr replyed. den zhu zaii came n ask me to eat lunch wif him so i juz go out lo + tat time so ngam not really much + sieng they eat finish ardy at bowling center ardy. den i go eat wif zhu zaii at wong kok lur(:
we eat from 3pm to 4pm,we eat until like quite sweet douple n i belanja him tim xD when we were going bak we were like quite sweet couple walking n holding hand while we were going bak to my shop xD
den he pui me bak to my shop den i tot he juz walk off but he told me tat he cum n tou tou c me while i'm working wo, but i like dono leh@.@
den abt 8:35pm only my dad fetch me bak lo, den eat dinner wif my dad until 9:30pm only bak lo. but not for today, until almost 10:30pm only bak nia, damn tired..my leggs..n today i hurt dou my hand until got blood ardy but i nvr care n juz tahan the pain continue working. yesterday=today=10hrs 30min.

*really sorry bcoz of yesterday ya zhu zaii, really sorry@.@*
-dono y i don wan to tell you tat i love n miss you everytime unless i really really really miss you, if i really tell you means tat i really really miss YOU♥

hahax! HAPPY!!

Hahax!! 2day go 1u for interview, a shop name 'GET CRAFTY'. At 1st i was very scare n nervous bcoz is my 1st time to go for interview, so when i go in to the shop the lady asked me 'r you Ms. Tan? isit the 1 called me yesterday n ask for the interview?' den i was like *wow you rmb me* 'yea,i'm' den she asked me to take a sit while she was finding the form for me to fill in. Den when she tale the form to me she giv me 1 pensel n 1 pen, she told me to fill in wif pen n behide me paper use the pensel to draw bcoz she wanted to c my drawing. So i was very nervous bcoz i dono how to draw + my drawing was really bad, so i slowly fill in the form n then i only draw. i draw a flower n i giv to her the paper n she asked me to draw a cartoon bcoz she said tat kids LOVE cartoon, so i juz sit back down n draw a PIG, a DOREMON & a HELLO KITTY. so she c my forms n suddenly she press n the paper, n she said 'so now i decided to HIRE YOU now' den i was like 'har?!' den she said 'when you can work?' den i said 'i think so i can work by tis week' den she said 'okeys, 2morrow you can cum n work.' den i was like 'haR?!!' den she said 'okeys, 2morrow cum at 10am n bak at 8:30pm don b late,if not denda rm500 wo.' den i juz like 'oO..okeys, i will b on time' den like tat they HIRE me ardy lo, damn fast man xD
After that i was damn happy den i go simply buy things from rm111 to rm11 xD!!!! buy alot alot things nia, really crazy man xD but not all i'm alone la, lunch i hav it wif my fren-mei jin, jason, ah wei n chan hwa lo(:
[think dou den only continue xD]

Yesterday + Today.

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yesterday i went out wif zhu zaii to curve n they juz walk around. tat timw we walk by few shops but we can only hav 'window shopping' i was quite itchy hand wanted to buy but lucky tat time we + up our money is only rm200 so i juz think tat we don hav enough so nvr buy. when we abt 5pm we go n buy our ticket n wait for the time. awhile waiting for the time to show we go play at the 'da ji chang' there. We hav lots of fun playing there, we played 1 tat like we hold a thing n we hit the flat thing to the goal. i didn't forget to scare was 6-4 i'm the 6 n zhu zaii was the 4. hahax!!! den 2nd we played the 'tou lan ji' i vs him i tot i will win but i lose ardy.@.@ i shoot the bball until my hand all tired n pain, then tat zhu zaii kept help me 'an mo' xD After tat we juz go n watch the movie lo..we sit in a couple sit nia, we were quite sweet in there we nvr do anything la, juz like said tat he was the turtle in there or said was me xD after the movie, we juz walk around n tat time i wanted to buy a present for him, but he don wan me to buy infront of him, coz he like supprize wo at 1st i don hear wat he said but he la, kept saying tat he don wan to buy now. After tat abt 7:30pm we went to 'Sushii King' to hav dinner n we tat time was scare no money to pay but lucky still can pay is abt rm45.75, i pay for tat dinner n tat zhu zaii kept saying tat 'thank you lao po' den i juz kept answer him tat 'who is yr lao po? my rm45.57 change wif 1 sentence tat said thank you lao po?' den he juz like kept taking his hand put at my the another shoulder like hugging my head while walking.. xD
after the dinner is abt 8 almost 9 ardy, den i was thinking tat to buy a ring for his bday, but he still don wan so i juz go away lur, den we juz walk around n kept playing n you zhat me i zhat you like soh po n soh lou lo. den abt 9.15pm we go back ti his car coz i ned to b back b4 9.30pm, so we pay our ticket fee n walk to his car. Then when we wan to go ardy he suddenly ask me 'whr is the parking ticket?!!' den i ma vry scare n said 'i dono o, tat time i wan help you take tat parking ticket out from the machine but bcoz the machine was too slow so i nvr take n you take de wo' den we were vry scare n kept finding..suddenly he said tat the ticket was in his pocket n now only feel dou, den i was like..'lucky you found it..you played me ar?' den he said ' really no, juz now really dono tat it was in his pocket' den he looked tat my face like wan to cry but n tat time not really wan to cry juz like vry blur n like juz worried finish. Den he suddenly hug me n said don worry la, sorry, don hav next time. den he suddenly kiss me at my cheek, n i was abit stun ardy. den i juz act dono n said ok enough le, i wan go bak home, vry tired ardy. den he juz drive me bak lo. When b4 i go down from the car he said again 'thank you lao po' den i juz said 'no ned thank you la' den i juz go in the hse lo.

today abt 1:15pm zhu zaii fetch me to 1u to find job wif sieng n qian, n on his way to his collage. He juz drop me there n i juz go in lo. After meeting them sieng told me tat she brought the movie name called 'tong yan' is a ghost movie, in my life i only go n c ghost movie 1 time only den 4ever don dare ardy, but bcoz of sieng i hav no choice n juz go in lo.at 1st was really scary..me n qian kept hold the book tat they giv free for all those customer to cover our face. den me n qian kept like talking to don think abt the movie..qian kept ask me yesterday wif zhu go shopping la..n so on..i saw siting between sieng n qian, den tat sieng also scare the head at my left shoulder n hold my hand vry tide den qian also do the same thing at my right, n i juz hold the book to cover my eyes. suddenly dono in the movie got sum1 scream den they two shock n like 'xia dao' n they were like jump up a little, den i was like 'weih, wan go ardy anot?' vry scary leh' den me n qian told sieng n said 'weih, we go lo, we don wan c ardy.' then we juz walk off n sieng follow also lo, den b4 we go we go to toilet 1st ma. den b4 we when of suddenly like hand dryer start o, n we were like soh po shout n run out. den we laugh n say wat happen. then tat sieng said mayb sum1 touch dou the censer so it makes noise. then we kept laughing xD den we walk out n walk around. den tat sieng kept saying tat she wan to c again. we choi her soh. xD
den i almost walk all those shop to find sumthings tat i c dou wan to giv him. But lucky find dou. i giv him 1 ring, 1 piggie tat hav light n 1 clock to remind him tat look at the time xD
den abt 5:30pm zhu zaii fetch me bak home lur, in car i giv him the present n wear for him the ring.. wear for him tat time i tot not ngam him leh, but lucky still can wear n ngam ngam hou leh xD okeys,dono wat to type ardy, think dou den continue la xD

1st time going SHOPPING wif piggie(: [part 1]

we watch tis xD [in 3D]
hohoho, c dou tis 1 then think dou i compete wif tat zhu zaii ma, he go in 153 n i score only 131@.@
We went here from 5:45pm to 7:25pm to c movie(:
our popcorn recipt xD
sushi king's xD
zhu zaii in cinema wearing the 3D spec xD
eating at sushii(:
hahax! same(:
sushii king^^
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lol.
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when zhu zaii drive me to THE CURVE xD
blek wo@.@
hahax!!!

*wat hav happen..in next part*

Oo..gg.com again@.@

aiyo, tat roonhem get mad wif me ardy coz yesterday i put his plane. @.@
+ tat zhu zaii say wan go out from 6-7pm wo.. haiz. i think i ned reject zhu zaii ardy. But if he also got go saga ma good lo(:
tat sei roonhem ar, angry me also not enough wo, ask me go saga today n must b sharp 5pm nia, gg.com lo. c wat he said...

gg.com

gg lo..tat zhu zaii say i will b scolded by him leh..coz juz now i ask him wat shirt is he wearing, he said was black den i go ask jia wen the same question den she said white so i ma 55 ask zhu zaii go change white shirt lo, but he noe ardy, n he said wan scold me later he cum back 1st. gg.com lo!!!

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Zhu zaii's YuKi :]

post again(:

on skype(:
he dono tat i'm taking his pic xD
tou pai him xD
xD

New hairstyle(:

muackz(:
at salon(:
Ko sin's hair xD

Pigg..

'Weih really nth bo?' i kept asking him but he only answer me 'ok' also dono he really ok boh. Wanted to 'an wei' him but i feel like should b jia wen do tis but not me, so i juz try to c how is him only lur. I noe he was really vry unhappy bcoz he ned to do sumthings tat he don wan n don like, so i juz only can support him. I noe now he is vry 'fan' if wen dono i will b 'tam'-ing him ardy but now..he like tis i only can use my heart to 'an wei' him. I really hope tat he can get use to it, in fairy tale every love story hav happy ending but not for real life.. we should accept it n continue our life. I know tat zhu zaii's life is not tat complicated so if for all tis things he can't accepct but nvm la, slowly la. But no matter how he treat me or wat way he choose i also will support him n trust him:]

7 days only..slowly you will get use to it, n you must trust me.

xiiao zhu ♥

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