tues

today clifford fetch me to work at 9:30am fetch there abt 9:50am den i slowly walk up to the shop. Reach ardy juz put my bag in the drawer n put my 2 phone n my left n right pocket. after that juz start work lo. today i cut all those things until my skin the got 1 part red like all those blood clot in there abit pain + today i do all those things really test yr skills man really hard kept let the mrs. lee said no leng no leng but i juz kept trying to do my best. the whole day i only love my GLUE-ING part, coz i really did it nice xD den while i cutting the ice-cream stick tat mrs lee asked me to, she suddenly king gai wif me so i juz chat lo. She asked 'you pak toh ardy anot? say honesty' den i was like 'er..er..yea, but like not really' den she said 'wa, leng zaii mou? got tell yr parents?' den i said 'leng zaii?? still ok la, i will tell my parents soon.' den she said 'good anot? how he looks like? know how to drive? got wear spec?' den i said 'he treated me better den my ex, he nvr wear spec, next time i show you how he looks like la' den she said 'i don like guys wears spec, bec young tat time i think tat when KISS tat time vry ma fan + den kena 'qiang jie' if he don hav his spec, how he protect me?' den i juz kept laughing bec i nvr think abt tis b4. Den i told her abt my ex n she said 'lucky you nvr let him 'tap'[means like eat jor]' den i juz said 'haiz, last time not matured enough' den she said 'if my daughter tell me tat if she got bf how ar?' den i said 'aiyo, this kinda things will de, but don b too early.' den she said 'now you also wat *laugh* i form4 only pak toh leh' den i said 'wa, you also early wa' den when customer comes we stop den juz do bak our job(: den my mum fetch me home abt 6:15pm reach abt 6:30pm den juz sit infornt of the laptop type my BLOGGIE n FACEBOOOOKING! den i saw jia wen's profile in fb, den only i know she pak toh ardy, i was really happy n i hope she can find a guy tat really likes n loves her (:
[dono today he got sneeze mou?]

MONDAY!

work until 6:15pm den go walk wif zhu zaii 1u actually wanted to go c movie but dono wat show to c so nvr go c jor juz walk n eat dinner together.. den we were quite sweet walking around. when we were having dinner we were like kept taking each other phone n press. den after our dinner a gul wif short hair kept looking at piggie n tat piggie kept said tat she looked at him n said he likes her hairstyle. den i was abit chi cu den i juz say den her face leng mou? den he said not leng wo, dono him o. den we wanted the bill so i wanted to call the short gul again den end up he call another 1. den he was like 'YES!' den a lady saw, den he said ' tat lady looked at me leh' den i was really chi cu wanted to take my bag n go off, but i did not do so, i juz act tat i'm joking. but he dono, nvm la, chi cu sure got de is only c how much cu you eat only@.@

SUNDAY(:

tat showing 'PEACE V' is me(:
[everyone gotta wear skirt@.@, n tat skirt is my teacher Linnet lend me]

new pic [mayb i will not put at fb]

Qiu 4 [looks abit blur coz juz woke up]
Qiu 3
Qiu 2
Qiu 1
[1st day of work take 1]

pain..

Haiz, juz now awhile i was sleeping i feel really unconformable bcoz my right arm really pain, my 2 hand thumb nail there abit blue black so if i use my nails it hurts, my shoulder is like very tiring, my legs r kinda tired, my head don really feel well, suddenly hav flu in the morning n my stomach don really feel well too, mayb bcoz my meals i eat in a wrong time + i kept tahan the hungriness, so after i eat the chicken rice 10:30pm i feel like wan to vomit n the food like stuck up there@.@

Tired, so juz woke up at 12am on9 for awhile den ltr go 1u wif my dad to 'pak toh' xD actually is going to c show together, is like sat n sun is my family day(: but if my family nvr plan anythings den only i go out wif frens:]

i feel sumthings really different, tat i tot tat all guys when they r busy or wif frens go outig they were 4got abt their gf or their love 1, but zhu zaii won de wo, few times ardy, no matter whr is he or wat he is doing he also will think dou me den sms me de leh, so when he was wif his frens i don sms him de, unless he sms me, coz i scare i kacau dou him or makes him feel i very ma fan or makes him feel ned to also care abt me while he was bz. zhu zaii was like totally different than the others :]

[ltr continue]

wa!! @.@

walau, 2day is my 2nd day of work damn tired, start work from 10am-9:30pm actually is until 8:30pm de but bcoz of the credit card problem so i 9:30pm only can go off. yesterday was my 1st day of working sieng, bhan, dai lou, qian n ah kok come n me at my shop lur. Den we chat while in my shop den only they start to find work to do. then i continue my work lo, den after tat dai lou sms me wan eat lunch together mou, den i tat time was busy so i juz nvr replyed. den zhu zaii came n ask me to eat lunch wif him so i juz go out lo + tat time so ngam not really much + sieng they eat finish ardy at bowling center ardy. den i go eat wif zhu zaii at wong kok lur(:
we eat from 3pm to 4pm,we eat until like quite sweet douple n i belanja him tim xD when we were going bak we were like quite sweet couple walking n holding hand while we were going bak to my shop xD
den he pui me bak to my shop den i tot he juz walk off but he told me tat he cum n tou tou c me while i'm working wo, but i like dono leh@.@
den abt 8:35pm only my dad fetch me bak lo, den eat dinner wif my dad until 9:30pm only bak lo. but not for today, until almost 10:30pm only bak nia, damn tired..my leggs..n today i hurt dou my hand until got blood ardy but i nvr care n juz tahan the pain continue working. yesterday=today=10hrs 30min.

*really sorry bcoz of yesterday ya zhu zaii, really sorry@.@*
-dono y i don wan to tell you tat i love n miss you everytime unless i really really really miss you, if i really tell you means tat i really really miss YOU♥

hahax! HAPPY!!

Hahax!! 2day go 1u for interview, a shop name 'GET CRAFTY'. At 1st i was very scare n nervous bcoz is my 1st time to go for interview, so when i go in to the shop the lady asked me 'r you Ms. Tan? isit the 1 called me yesterday n ask for the interview?' den i was like *wow you rmb me* 'yea,i'm' den she asked me to take a sit while she was finding the form for me to fill in. Den when she tale the form to me she giv me 1 pensel n 1 pen, she told me to fill in wif pen n behide me paper use the pensel to draw bcoz she wanted to c my drawing. So i was very nervous bcoz i dono how to draw + my drawing was really bad, so i slowly fill in the form n then i only draw. i draw a flower n i giv to her the paper n she asked me to draw a cartoon bcoz she said tat kids LOVE cartoon, so i juz sit back down n draw a PIG, a DOREMON & a HELLO KITTY. so she c my forms n suddenly she press n the paper, n she said 'so now i decided to HIRE YOU now' den i was like 'har?!' den she said 'when you can work?' den i said 'i think so i can work by tis week' den she said 'okeys, 2morrow you can cum n work.' den i was like 'haR?!!' den she said 'okeys, 2morrow cum at 10am n bak at 8:30pm don b late,if not denda rm500 wo.' den i juz like 'oO..okeys, i will b on time' den like tat they HIRE me ardy lo, damn fast man xD
After that i was damn happy den i go simply buy things from rm111 to rm11 xD!!!! buy alot alot things nia, really crazy man xD but not all i'm alone la, lunch i hav it wif my fren-mei jin, jason, ah wei n chan hwa lo(:
[think dou den only continue xD]

Yesterday + Today.

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yesterday i went out wif zhu zaii to curve n they juz walk around. tat timw we walk by few shops but we can only hav 'window shopping' i was quite itchy hand wanted to buy but lucky tat time we + up our money is only rm200 so i juz think tat we don hav enough so nvr buy. when we abt 5pm we go n buy our ticket n wait for the time. awhile waiting for the time to show we go play at the 'da ji chang' there. We hav lots of fun playing there, we played 1 tat like we hold a thing n we hit the flat thing to the goal. i didn't forget to scare was 6-4 i'm the 6 n zhu zaii was the 4. hahax!!! den 2nd we played the 'tou lan ji' i vs him i tot i will win but i lose ardy.@.@ i shoot the bball until my hand all tired n pain, then tat zhu zaii kept help me 'an mo' xD After tat we juz go n watch the movie lo..we sit in a couple sit nia, we were quite sweet in there we nvr do anything la, juz like said tat he was the turtle in there or said was me xD after the movie, we juz walk around n tat time i wanted to buy a present for him, but he don wan me to buy infront of him, coz he like supprize wo at 1st i don hear wat he said but he la, kept saying tat he don wan to buy now. After tat abt 7:30pm we went to 'Sushii King' to hav dinner n we tat time was scare no money to pay but lucky still can pay is abt rm45.75, i pay for tat dinner n tat zhu zaii kept saying tat 'thank you lao po' den i juz kept answer him tat 'who is yr lao po? my rm45.57 change wif 1 sentence tat said thank you lao po?' den he juz like kept taking his hand put at my the another shoulder like hugging my head while walking.. xD
after the dinner is abt 8 almost 9 ardy, den i was thinking tat to buy a ring for his bday, but he still don wan so i juz go away lur, den we juz walk around n kept playing n you zhat me i zhat you like soh po n soh lou lo. den abt 9.15pm we go back ti his car coz i ned to b back b4 9.30pm, so we pay our ticket fee n walk to his car. Then when we wan to go ardy he suddenly ask me 'whr is the parking ticket?!!' den i ma vry scare n said 'i dono o, tat time i wan help you take tat parking ticket out from the machine but bcoz the machine was too slow so i nvr take n you take de wo' den we were vry scare n kept finding..suddenly he said tat the ticket was in his pocket n now only feel dou, den i was like..'lucky you found it..you played me ar?' den he said ' really no, juz now really dono tat it was in his pocket' den he looked tat my face like wan to cry but n tat time not really wan to cry juz like vry blur n like juz worried finish. Den he suddenly hug me n said don worry la, sorry, don hav next time. den he suddenly kiss me at my cheek, n i was abit stun ardy. den i juz act dono n said ok enough le, i wan go bak home, vry tired ardy. den he juz drive me bak lo. When b4 i go down from the car he said again 'thank you lao po' den i juz said 'no ned thank you la' den i juz go in the hse lo.

today abt 1:15pm zhu zaii fetch me to 1u to find job wif sieng n qian, n on his way to his collage. He juz drop me there n i juz go in lo. After meeting them sieng told me tat she brought the movie name called 'tong yan' is a ghost movie, in my life i only go n c ghost movie 1 time only den 4ever don dare ardy, but bcoz of sieng i hav no choice n juz go in lo.at 1st was really scary..me n qian kept hold the book tat they giv free for all those customer to cover our face. den me n qian kept like talking to don think abt the movie..qian kept ask me yesterday wif zhu go shopping la..n so on..i saw siting between sieng n qian, den tat sieng also scare the head at my left shoulder n hold my hand vry tide den qian also do the same thing at my right, n i juz hold the book to cover my eyes. suddenly dono in the movie got sum1 scream den they two shock n like 'xia dao' n they were like jump up a little, den i was like 'weih, wan go ardy anot?' vry scary leh' den me n qian told sieng n said 'weih, we go lo, we don wan c ardy.' then we juz walk off n sieng follow also lo, den b4 we go we go to toilet 1st ma. den b4 we when of suddenly like hand dryer start o, n we were like soh po shout n run out. den we laugh n say wat happen. then tat sieng said mayb sum1 touch dou the censer so it makes noise. then we kept laughing xD den we walk out n walk around. den tat sieng kept saying tat she wan to c again. we choi her soh. xD
den i almost walk all those shop to find sumthings tat i c dou wan to giv him. But lucky find dou. i giv him 1 ring, 1 piggie tat hav light n 1 clock to remind him tat look at the time xD
den abt 5:30pm zhu zaii fetch me bak home lur, in car i giv him the present n wear for him the ring.. wear for him tat time i tot not ngam him leh, but lucky still can wear n ngam ngam hou leh xD okeys,dono wat to type ardy, think dou den continue la xD

1st time going SHOPPING wif piggie(: [part 1]

we watch tis xD [in 3D]
hohoho, c dou tis 1 then think dou i compete wif tat zhu zaii ma, he go in 153 n i score only 131@.@
We went here from 5:45pm to 7:25pm to c movie(:
our popcorn recipt xD
sushi king's xD
zhu zaii in cinema wearing the 3D spec xD
eating at sushii(:
hahax! same(:
sushii king^^
(:
lol.
(:
when zhu zaii drive me to THE CURVE xD
blek wo@.@
hahax!!!

*wat hav happen..in next part*

Oo..gg.com again@.@

aiyo, tat roonhem get mad wif me ardy coz yesterday i put his plane. @.@
+ tat zhu zaii say wan go out from 6-7pm wo.. haiz. i think i ned reject zhu zaii ardy. But if he also got go saga ma good lo(:
tat sei roonhem ar, angry me also not enough wo, ask me go saga today n must b sharp 5pm nia, gg.com lo. c wat he said...

gg.com

gg lo..tat zhu zaii say i will b scolded by him leh..coz juz now i ask him wat shirt is he wearing, he said was black den i go ask jia wen the same question den she said white so i ma 55 ask zhu zaii go change white shirt lo, but he noe ardy, n he said wan scold me later he cum back 1st. gg.com lo!!!

upload n3w pic AT fb(:

Zhu zaii's YuKi :]

post again(:

on skype(:
he dono tat i'm taking his pic xD
tou pai him xD
xD

New hairstyle(:

muackz(:
at salon(:
Ko sin's hair xD

Pigg..

'Weih really nth bo?' i kept asking him but he only answer me 'ok' also dono he really ok boh. Wanted to 'an wei' him but i feel like should b jia wen do tis but not me, so i juz try to c how is him only lur. I noe he was really vry unhappy bcoz he ned to do sumthings tat he don wan n don like, so i juz only can support him. I noe now he is vry 'fan' if wen dono i will b 'tam'-ing him ardy but now..he like tis i only can use my heart to 'an wei' him. I really hope tat he can get use to it, in fairy tale every love story hav happy ending but not for real life.. we should accept it n continue our life. I know tat zhu zaii's life is not tat complicated so if for all tis things he can't accepct but nvm la, slowly la. But no matter how he treat me or wat way he choose i also will support him n trust him:]

7 days only..slowly you will get use to it, n you must trust me.

xiiao zhu ♥

Pic (:

My New Hairstlye xD

:]

gO zhu zaii's hse take de xD

TOu tou take de xD

Studying(:

yesteday nite...

Yesterday nite i chat on phone wif zhu zaii..N jia wen n me slowly back to fren ardy. I was very happy n kept laughing. but Jia wen nvr angry me bcoz he go to Jia wen's tuition center n find her to solve tis. Wen listen to him n they make a deal tat they will me couple-ing 7 days start from 2morrow. At first zhu zaii don wanna tell me but in his voice i ardy noe he will do tis, but bcoz he said he don wanna blaf me so he told me. At first he told me tat time my whole mind totally blank n no feelings, is juz like the time ham tell me tat he outside there got other girl. N i juz kept saying like tis den good la, got free bf b leh, only 7 days she will do her vry best de. N dono y at first i try to b happy bcoz of him..but slowly my heart taste vry vry vry sour n juz press it down i juz continue wishing him n teach him how to b a good bf. After tat abt 11:35 i asked him 'you nvr chat wif wen mie?' den he said now chatting lo, den i don wan him to b so hard to do so i feel tat i'm the 1 do ned to step down from the stage n i tell him tat after 25 min you will b wen's bf ardy, cannot always call me for so long de she don like n i juz tell him ned close ardy coz i almost beh tahan ardy, lucky he follow wat i said n juz close lo. After closing the phone my heart even more sour n i kept controling not to cry n b happy for him, i quickly force myself to slp n fall a slp ardy. 5am suddenly woke up,n feel like crying but i juz drop a few tears n fall a slp ardy..

I noe he n me's story will b vry vry hard to go on, but now i can only do is juz support him n trust him n i noe jia wen will treat him well n i no ned to worry abt him ardy. Today will b a happy day :]

Haiz...

Today really bo mood. I should be happy bcoz i had finish my pmr. Wen knows ardy, i was vry worry abt her. I wanted to an wei her, but i really dono wat i can do. I juz noe how to tao bi, tao bi everythings. When exam-ing chinese paper 1 my soul was not examing n it was thinking how was jia wen. I really don wanna hurt jia wen, i know she is how de person. That y i don wan to grab from her, n he is not mine. he's really not mine, i ardy noe tat. Tats y when the time i know i totally nvr tell him b4 'I.L.Y.' but i noe he is not mine. If you ask my to solve i 100% tell you i sure choose to tao bi, tao bi from him, slowly he will not likes me. I really don wanna hurt you, i noe a person you really like is hard to find, tat y i totally nvr ask you to let go b4, no matter how you say how you said tat he dui you not good or cold i also nvr ask you let go...coz i like a person b4, i noe how it feels, is really hard to find...all tis feelings slowly you will realize is not really pain only.

Hahax! post again xD

2day went zhu zaii hse at almost 12:30pm+ we walk there n when i walk til kenaga's guard hse a men driving myvi looking at us like he knows us, den zhu zaii suddenly stun awhile n look at me tell me tat was his neighbor's car n the men in there knows him..we were like soh po n soh lou walk to his hse lo. When we reached his hse, he ask me to wait for him far outside from his hse coz he knows i scare of dog so he tooks his dog out n ask me to go in. When i went in i juz sit on a chair n enjoy the wind from the FAN. Den he said tat behide there also got 1 more dog but at is a PUPPY, so he bring 'him' out for me to c lo. tat time i was really really scare, coz in my whole life i nvr really touch a dog b4. Tat time i didn't touch den he ask me to study at his kitchen n he put his dog on 1 of the kitchen's chair. He kept asking me to study but my mind is 100% on the DOG nia. Den he bring his dog out the living room n ask him not to come, i'm kinda pity 'him' but i'm scare of DOGS! Haiz, no choice lo. When we continue studying n his mom suddenly called home n ask do he wants lunch den zhu zaii ask for 1 more pack for me lo. Suddenly his saw his dad came back ardy, he was really scare n he really frighten me too. He makes me feel vry nervous n i juz act nth. Then when his bro comes in,i tot was his dad so i called 'uncle' den he ans me 'en'. Den zhu zaii laugh at me n said tat was his bro call 'gor gor' ar. walau i was really paiseh nia, coz tat time zhu zaii told me was his dad so i juz saw i guy came in den i juz call uncle lo. den the 2nd who comes in was his bro's gf, quite leng luii nia. Den the 3rd 1 is only zhu zaii's dad den i call again uncle xD walau tat time i was really scare you noe + tat zhu zaii also feel scare coz he 1st time bring a gurl home. Den zhu zaii's mom came back too n nvr really ask anythings only put the food at the table. Den me n zhu zaii juz continue study lo. 3pm den only we eat our lunch but my stomach was totally no feelings, from morning until 3pm i nvr eat a meal but my stomack feel nth, but i still eat lo. Eat until half way zhu zaii's dog comes n i try to slowly touch him n i played wif him [really really the 1st time] after tat i cant finish my food den zhu zaii ask me to left at the table for the dog outside to eat so i juz follow wat he said lo. 4:30pm he ask me wanna go back ardy bcoz i noe he got function at 5pm so i juz say 'go lo'. B4 we go back we go saga court awhile to play bball. den we started playing 2 on 2, walau in tat match we won but i don really feel really happy coz all the ball i shoot 100 don hav any in nia, i was really angry n kept thinking

i'm cuming saga court again to practice, but zhu zaii say not ask me to focus on my omr 1st wo, ok lo. when back home put down my bag n sit infront of the tv n watch until 5:30pm den c phone while saw zhu zaii smsed me n call me, he ask me not to b so disappointed n i called him awhile too. B4 we close the phone he asked me to bath n i said i will but after tat i havnot bath until now xD after tat i juz hear some song from my phone n i;m wearing headphone while doing my math, suddenly kept thinking of zhu zaii while he was teaching me math n while he was playing bball,aw.....my mind was full of his face..beh tahan beh tahan.. Den i try to tell myself tat i ned to focus on my math bcoz 2morrow i'm having math paper so..ned to close ardy, 2 days later post again lo xD

[Good luck to myself^^]

From: Xiiao Zhu♥ muacks.

Post song only xD

Juz woke up listen some song wif my headphone damn 'song' nia.
Charging my phone, in in front of the pc juz clicking arond,
Looking around c wat i do,
havnot bath yet juz wash my face,
brush my teeth, lazy.. lol.

Ltr going out wif zhu zaii nia, hav lunch 2gether n he will b teaching me math [tak tahu he boleh tak] but nvm la, got chance to c him xD

Yesterday let my dad say abit, he said tat my bm will get FAIL wo, makes me vry worry n unhappy.. But after 4awhile den back to normal mode xD

After cuming Mon n Tues my exam gonna finish ardy, wait for tat day.......

Nothing to do....going crazy!!! xD

2nd post.

Today dono y wif zhu zaii like nth to chat, like got sumthing between us, but i cant feel wat is tat. Mayb is bcoz our mood gua, but i 1st time wif him like nth to talk like tis. Usually in 1 call we talk quite alot de, but not for 2day.. I think bcoz he is too tired ardy bah, i had tried to cheer him up, but useless.. Make me no mood, don feel like talk to any 1, don feel like replying any 1. I tot tat today i can comany him longer bcoz last few days i cant really talk to him much, but nvm la. I miss him, but dono y my miss is like make me vry bo mood, wanted tp c him but cannot,wanted to tell him how i miss him but don hav the feeling of telling him. Today i really realized between us like got sumthing,juz now skype ask wan update skype mou den i was thinking to ask zhu zaii on bak skype de but feel like bo mood so nvr la, next time bah..suddenly feel scare he will b like ham, between me n ham also like tis slowly nth to talk n nvr chat ardy. Dono y got 'yam ying' ardy, feel scare to b alone again, i don wanna b alone, really really lonely..cry alone..sad alone..everything only myself noe. Sumtimes i wanna tell him bcuz i scare he will kept saying me n say jor wat he can do? change my mind wif another ppl? Hahax! wan sot jor. ok le don think le, mayb i think too much le, i go sleep even better no ned think wake up back to normal. (:

Few days ago...

1st n 2nd of oct- afternoon tat time i promises zhu zaii tat i will wish 'happy bday' him the 1st 1 at the next day [2nd oct]. But tat nite i was really tired, so i set my alarm at 11:45pm in 1st of oct. But unfortunately i didn't wake up n when i was woke up is ardy 3am in the morning. So i quickly went out to my room n go to the com. room to take the hse phone. [tat time my phone no credit ardy] den i juz quickly call zhu zaii to say tat i'm sorry n wish him happy bday. After calling zhu zaii, i still feel very guilty, so i post at my fb wall, post at zhu zaii's fb wall & send him a inbox. It took me half an hour to finish nia. After tat i only go back to slp. the next day 2nd of oct, i ned go to tuition early in the morning 10am, n after tis i'm going to mcd for the study group. My dad fetch me to tuition den fetch me to mcd tat time i kept yawning, den my dad ask 'y? vry tired? not enough slp?' den i say 'yaa' den my dad say 'den today don study ardy la, go home take a nap 1st la' i said 'cannot cannot cannot, wan exam ardy, cannot' so my dad juz do wat i say n juz fetch me to mcd lur. In mcd we study sci, math..[4got ardy] walau, tat time i was really tired but i juz kept tahan, n at first we said tat 5pm go back de..but slowly,,from 11am to 8:30pm nia, walau..really geng lo. N tat time i kept ask zhu zaii the math question tat i dono how to do, he answered me n he kept asking 'whr r you?' i juz kept silent or say don so 8 gua la, bec i juz once i saw him i sure feel like relaxing n don wanna study ardy, so i juz don tell him lo. But after tat he get mad bcuz i didn't tell him, tat the i dono so i juz continue wat i'm doing. Usually if he get angry,mad, bad mood or no mood i will tam him de, bcuz tat 1 i really dono he was angry so i juz do my work lo. After tat my dad juz fetch my frens [sieng n ke qian] home lo.

3rd Oct-mid nite chat in phone wif zhu zaii from 2nd oct 11pm gua til 3:30am nia, phone also wan boom ardy. at first zhu zaii say chat til morning de but i say cannot coz [sieng n ke qian] going to my hse early in the morning 8 or 9am. Morning tat time my another fren [yan teng] she call me at 8am+ tell mme tat she will come my hse to giv me bak the geo book at 8:30am almost 9am, so i juz say ok ok. After tat sieng call me, she said tat she is cuming ardy. Tat time i was like vry tired, so i juz tell her i'm still sleeping den she say, ok, you open the door ardy den you continue sleep. den ok lo, i juz do wat she said until the open door part only, after tat tat ke qian kept call me to go bath lo, den i nvr slp den juz bath lo. Ok den we study from 9:30am to almost 6pm nia, but at 5:30pm we call to genting to book the rooms, n to check the time-ing. Walau, tat day i was totally tired man, after they went back home, i take a nap til 7:30pm den my dad comes in n say 'wanna go out for dinner? go out relax 4awhile lo.' den i juz go follow my dad n mum to hav dinner. When we r in the way back i told my mum tat i help ke qian n sieng to go in account class, den my dad deng me n said 'y you study wif all those fools? if you continue like will you will also bcum a fools' i said 'walau, fools?' den he said 'you should study wif all those pandai than me de only can help dou myself' tat time i was quite no mood bcoz my dad said my frens r fools so i juz said loudly tat i got study wif geng de ppl also lo like sin siuen. den my dad said 'you c r past trailer exam wat marks you hav? you got fail ar' den i suddenly feel like wanna cry n juz tahan n said 'walau, did you c my others result? i in prove almost all sub 10 marks bcoz of tat geo FAIL you cover everythings ardy? tat 10 marks not enough? when wat you still wan? i teach them i also learn n gain more bcoz its help me to revision myself, n i also study wif geng de also no worries' den my dad said 'ok, den you prove to me tat yr tis pmr can get good result' den i juz in very confident situation n said 'ok, i prove to you' After i went back home i tou tou cry for a little awhile n dono y the 1st 1 i think was zhu zaii, i wanted him to company me. Usually in tis situation i will think of ham de, but i totally nvr think of him i juz only think of zhu zaii.but end up, i did not ask him to company me n i tahan n juz go to slp.

4th of oct- i told him wat happen yesterday n he said 'c y you don wan find me?' i know he will said like tis ardy so i juz answer him honestly n said 'tat time was late nite n i really no mood so i wanna disturb you' ps, after tat i 4got wat hav happen ardy, so c the next day bah.

5th of Oct-having exam the 1st day damn scary n panic. In the morning my dad fetch me to school n kept asking me to not panic n focus on my exam. bm paper 1 n 2 finish ardy tat time was 11:30am 2am de is taking pen. Islam de so i'm seriously not taking tat subject. So i juz go back home lo.So wanted to bath n go slp til morning coz i'm vry tired arrdy. so i juz bath den slp at 5pm lo, but dono y 7:30pm tat time cannot slp ardy so juz juz on fb in phone n juz turning around my bed. Dono y tat moment i miss zhu zaii really really really badly so i decided to tell him my feelings. Den about 11pm he asked me 'you wan c me mou i cum yr hse now.' den i said ' you sot de ar? now wat time o?' den after tat about 11:35pm he suddenly call me n ask my to look outside, at first i tot was asking me to look at the moon, but not wo, he came to my hse n ask my to c him out from my window. Tat moment i juz tat he was really really ben dan leh, n i feel vry sweet n touch but i didn't tell him. He said tat bcoz i miss him really badly so he come wo, i think he really sot jor lo xD dono how i feel la, n tat time he noe tat i'm having exam tomorrow n bcoz i miss him til cant slp mayb he wanted me to slp bah. (:

6th of Oct- Having Eng paper 1 n 2 den 2pm bak to school take geo exam. Finished everything was about 3:30pm when back ardy 4pm. Behind de 4got ardy.

7th Of Oct- having Sci paper 1 n 2 den sej. I really bek chek abt yr sej n sci paper 2 so b4 i go bak home siuen n i go ply bball at school lo. n i nvr touch bball for almost 3 months ardy, so bcum cha liao, me n sieun also think we vry cha liao so said tat after pmr we go saga ply(: While we r plying suddenly alvin, Dak ming, chee hsiang n kar hoe gua came n ply too, n alvin suddenly cum near me n ask me 'so how? couple wif him ardy?' den i quickly ans him 'no wa, you luan luan say la' den he kept saying 'ya mie? i tot you couple wif him tim.' den i juz walk away n tell him 'i bcum ply gul cannot o? y wan so fast couple?' den he said 'ok ok' after tat went bak home saw zhu zaii missed call me. So i juz call him bak from using my hse phone. He call he to ask me tat 'm i bak home ardy? wan me to fetch you home anot?' i was in blur but he didn't come to school la. In there vry complicated so lazy to type go c zhu zaii blog bah xD nite chat wif zhu zaii til 12:30am+ n i know he got school 2morrow so i juz let him slp lo, usually i won let him slp de xD

8th of Oct [today]- no exam rest at home, n i called zhu zaii wanted to giv him a morning call but i'm too late ardy i call him abt 7:15am ardy. So after the call continue slping until 10am den go brush teeth n wash face den sit in front of tis pc til now lo. but juz now 10:57am zhu zaii called me ask me wanna go breakfast together but i rejected coz i don feel like going out n i havnot bath nia xD

having last two days examing 3 subject but 5 paper..aiyoyo....@.@
Last few days nvr c dou zhu zaii quite miss him, n i always think of him when i finished my exam tat free time, dono y, sot jor gua xD