yesteday nite...

Yesterday nite i chat on phone wif zhu zaii..N jia wen n me slowly back to fren ardy. I was very happy n kept laughing. but Jia wen nvr angry me bcoz he go to Jia wen's tuition center n find her to solve tis. Wen listen to him n they make a deal tat they will me couple-ing 7 days start from 2morrow. At first zhu zaii don wanna tell me but in his voice i ardy noe he will do tis, but bcoz he said he don wanna blaf me so he told me. At first he told me tat time my whole mind totally blank n no feelings, is juz like the time ham tell me tat he outside there got other girl. N i juz kept saying like tis den good la, got free bf b leh, only 7 days she will do her vry best de. N dono y at first i try to b happy bcoz of him..but slowly my heart taste vry vry vry sour n juz press it down i juz continue wishing him n teach him how to b a good bf. After tat abt 11:35 i asked him 'you nvr chat wif wen mie?' den he said now chatting lo, den i don wan him to b so hard to do so i feel tat i'm the 1 do ned to step down from the stage n i tell him tat after 25 min you will b wen's bf ardy, cannot always call me for so long de she don like n i juz tell him ned close ardy coz i almost beh tahan ardy, lucky he follow wat i said n juz close lo. After closing the phone my heart even more sour n i kept controling not to cry n b happy for him, i quickly force myself to slp n fall a slp ardy. 5am suddenly woke up,n feel like crying but i juz drop a few tears n fall a slp ardy..

I noe he n me's story will b vry vry hard to go on, but now i can only do is juz support him n trust him n i noe jia wen will treat him well n i no ned to worry abt him ardy. Today will b a happy day :]