Few days ago...

1st n 2nd of oct- afternoon tat time i promises zhu zaii tat i will wish 'happy bday' him the 1st 1 at the next day [2nd oct]. But tat nite i was really tired, so i set my alarm at 11:45pm in 1st of oct. But unfortunately i didn't wake up n when i was woke up is ardy 3am in the morning. So i quickly went out to my room n go to the com. room to take the hse phone. [tat time my phone no credit ardy] den i juz quickly call zhu zaii to say tat i'm sorry n wish him happy bday. After calling zhu zaii, i still feel very guilty, so i post at my fb wall, post at zhu zaii's fb wall & send him a inbox. It took me half an hour to finish nia. After tat i only go back to slp. the next day 2nd of oct, i ned go to tuition early in the morning 10am, n after tis i'm going to mcd for the study group. My dad fetch me to tuition den fetch me to mcd tat time i kept yawning, den my dad ask 'y? vry tired? not enough slp?' den i say 'yaa' den my dad say 'den today don study ardy la, go home take a nap 1st la' i said 'cannot cannot cannot, wan exam ardy, cannot' so my dad juz do wat i say n juz fetch me to mcd lur. In mcd we study sci, math..[4got ardy] walau, tat time i was really tired but i juz kept tahan, n at first we said tat 5pm go back de..but slowly,,from 11am to 8:30pm nia, walau..really geng lo. N tat time i kept ask zhu zaii the math question tat i dono how to do, he answered me n he kept asking 'whr r you?' i juz kept silent or say don so 8 gua la, bec i juz once i saw him i sure feel like relaxing n don wanna study ardy, so i juz don tell him lo. But after tat he get mad bcuz i didn't tell him, tat the i dono so i juz continue wat i'm doing. Usually if he get angry,mad, bad mood or no mood i will tam him de, bcuz tat 1 i really dono he was angry so i juz do my work lo. After tat my dad juz fetch my frens [sieng n ke qian] home lo.

3rd Oct-mid nite chat in phone wif zhu zaii from 2nd oct 11pm gua til 3:30am nia, phone also wan boom ardy. at first zhu zaii say chat til morning de but i say cannot coz [sieng n ke qian] going to my hse early in the morning 8 or 9am. Morning tat time my another fren [yan teng] she call me at 8am+ tell mme tat she will come my hse to giv me bak the geo book at 8:30am almost 9am, so i juz say ok ok. After tat sieng call me, she said tat she is cuming ardy. Tat time i was like vry tired, so i juz tell her i'm still sleeping den she say, ok, you open the door ardy den you continue sleep. den ok lo, i juz do wat she said until the open door part only, after tat tat ke qian kept call me to go bath lo, den i nvr slp den juz bath lo. Ok den we study from 9:30am to almost 6pm nia, but at 5:30pm we call to genting to book the rooms, n to check the time-ing. Walau, tat day i was totally tired man, after they went back home, i take a nap til 7:30pm den my dad comes in n say 'wanna go out for dinner? go out relax 4awhile lo.' den i juz go follow my dad n mum to hav dinner. When we r in the way back i told my mum tat i help ke qian n sieng to go in account class, den my dad deng me n said 'y you study wif all those fools? if you continue like will you will also bcum a fools' i said 'walau, fools?' den he said 'you should study wif all those pandai than me de only can help dou myself' tat time i was quite no mood bcoz my dad said my frens r fools so i juz said loudly tat i got study wif geng de ppl also lo like sin siuen. den my dad said 'you c r past trailer exam wat marks you hav? you got fail ar' den i suddenly feel like wanna cry n juz tahan n said 'walau, did you c my others result? i in prove almost all sub 10 marks bcoz of tat geo FAIL you cover everythings ardy? tat 10 marks not enough? when wat you still wan? i teach them i also learn n gain more bcoz its help me to revision myself, n i also study wif geng de also no worries' den my dad said 'ok, den you prove to me tat yr tis pmr can get good result' den i juz in very confident situation n said 'ok, i prove to you' After i went back home i tou tou cry for a little awhile n dono y the 1st 1 i think was zhu zaii, i wanted him to company me. Usually in tis situation i will think of ham de, but i totally nvr think of him i juz only think of zhu zaii.but end up, i did not ask him to company me n i tahan n juz go to slp.

4th of oct- i told him wat happen yesterday n he said 'c y you don wan find me?' i know he will said like tis ardy so i juz answer him honestly n said 'tat time was late nite n i really no mood so i wanna disturb you' ps, after tat i 4got wat hav happen ardy, so c the next day bah.

5th of Oct-having exam the 1st day damn scary n panic. In the morning my dad fetch me to school n kept asking me to not panic n focus on my exam. bm paper 1 n 2 finish ardy tat time was 11:30am 2am de is taking pen. Islam de so i'm seriously not taking tat subject. So i juz go back home lo.So wanted to bath n go slp til morning coz i'm vry tired arrdy. so i juz bath den slp at 5pm lo, but dono y 7:30pm tat time cannot slp ardy so juz juz on fb in phone n juz turning around my bed. Dono y tat moment i miss zhu zaii really really really badly so i decided to tell him my feelings. Den about 11pm he asked me 'you wan c me mou i cum yr hse now.' den i said ' you sot de ar? now wat time o?' den after tat about 11:35pm he suddenly call me n ask my to look outside, at first i tot was asking me to look at the moon, but not wo, he came to my hse n ask my to c him out from my window. Tat moment i juz tat he was really really ben dan leh, n i feel vry sweet n touch but i didn't tell him. He said tat bcoz i miss him really badly so he come wo, i think he really sot jor lo xD dono how i feel la, n tat time he noe tat i'm having exam tomorrow n bcoz i miss him til cant slp mayb he wanted me to slp bah. (:

6th of Oct- Having Eng paper 1 n 2 den 2pm bak to school take geo exam. Finished everything was about 3:30pm when back ardy 4pm. Behind de 4got ardy.

7th Of Oct- having Sci paper 1 n 2 den sej. I really bek chek abt yr sej n sci paper 2 so b4 i go bak home siuen n i go ply bball at school lo. n i nvr touch bball for almost 3 months ardy, so bcum cha liao, me n sieun also think we vry cha liao so said tat after pmr we go saga ply(: While we r plying suddenly alvin, Dak ming, chee hsiang n kar hoe gua came n ply too, n alvin suddenly cum near me n ask me 'so how? couple wif him ardy?' den i quickly ans him 'no wa, you luan luan say la' den he kept saying 'ya mie? i tot you couple wif him tim.' den i juz walk away n tell him 'i bcum ply gul cannot o? y wan so fast couple?' den he said 'ok ok' after tat went bak home saw zhu zaii missed call me. So i juz call him bak from using my hse phone. He call he to ask me tat 'm i bak home ardy? wan me to fetch you home anot?' i was in blur but he didn't come to school la. In there vry complicated so lazy to type go c zhu zaii blog bah xD nite chat wif zhu zaii til 12:30am+ n i know he got school 2morrow so i juz let him slp lo, usually i won let him slp de xD

8th of Oct [today]- no exam rest at home, n i called zhu zaii wanted to giv him a morning call but i'm too late ardy i call him abt 7:15am ardy. So after the call continue slping until 10am den go brush teeth n wash face den sit in front of tis pc til now lo. but juz now 10:57am zhu zaii called me ask me wanna go breakfast together but i rejected coz i don feel like going out n i havnot bath nia xD

having last two days examing 3 subject but 5 paper..aiyoyo....@.@
Last few days nvr c dou zhu zaii quite miss him, n i always think of him when i finished my exam tat free time, dono y, sot jor gua xD